Poems of mine

Monsters stir
In the dark recesses
Of my mind

I can't fight them
Only herd them
In the direction
Of my unabsolution

My heart is broken
Beaten and done

Can I love
Like a free
Caged dove?

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I'm going numb,
Bit by bit,
Body part by body part.

Will I know
When the numbness
Enters my mind?

Will I care
That I can not
Care no longer?

I'm falling apart
And no one
Can hear my screams
Of agony's dying breath.

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Forgive me
My tresspasses
As I
Can not
Forgive me
My tresspasses
Against myself

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Push the knife
Further through
My already broken heart
As you reject
My outstretched hand
I may not love you
But I more than lust for you
I just want to know your soul

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Tomorrow I was nothing
Yesturday I'll be.
Time is full of
The empty thinking
That it's a part
Of me.