Sunday, February 21, 2010

Thanks, you ass!

Had a blast with friends tonite, especially after they called me when they were done with dinner. The spontanious mini-road trip was awsome!
Too fuckin' bad that shit never happened! Sure, they did it, but I wasn't called. I guess I could have called, but I was told that I would be called after they went to dinner. I didn't go out to eat due to cost of where they were going, Japanese. Not that the place they went to was expensive, I would just eat a lot of sushi! So I saved myself the finacial pain.
Call me old fashioned, but when I'm told by someone that they will call me, I'll wait for the call. After a point, I guess I could call, but I never do. That may be a control mechanism or a control drama on my part. Whatever. I'm just of the mentality that if you tell me you're going to call, you should. But I also admit I'm an asshole, so that may just be another factor.
Whatever, I don't give a fuck. Nor do I really care. They didn't want me there, so fine. That's thier choice. My Saturday night wasn't wasted cuz I didn't wait around all night for the phone to ring. I can entertain myself.
Fuck 'em, they'll miss me when I'm gone.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Dive, Dive, Dive

Well, a white man crashed his plane into an IRS building/office. And you know what? I ain't made at him. Good for him for following through with his plans. I laughed at the IRS and applauded him.
Is he a terrorist? I dunno, maybe.
But I had Taco Bell and all is good. Of to watch Olympics, then Project Runway. I'm such a fag. But not cuz I like suckin' dick. Mwa-hahahaha!!!

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Am pro-abortion

Anti-abortionists are not pro-life, they are anti-choice and anti-self determination. If they were as pro-life as they say, then these fucks wouldn't be so confusing. They only care about 'life' from the moment a dick goes in a woman and gets her pregnant until the baby is born. Then, these are the same fucking cunts who tell the freshly minted 18 year olds that they should join the military to fight for America and freedom and shit like that.
So they only care about you while your in the womb and then want you to go and die for your country when your of age. Yeah...really pro-life.
Now, I'm pro-abortion in only certain circumstances:

1. When the fetus is so deformed that it could not survive outside the womb.
2. That said deformity would destroy any sense of quality of life.
3. The fetus is a product of rape.
4. The pregnancy would kill the mother.

I'm anti-abortion when it is used as a form of contraception. If you don't want a baby, keep your legs closed or use a fucking condom.
These anti-abortionists don't do a thing to fight for the change of society that would help these cunts feel validated outside of sex, being blonde, white and/or too thin.
So they do nothing to stop the sex as validation social disease of modern society and then they attack these actual victims of mind rape. It is all interconnected yet no one seems to see it.

I'm pro-life and pro-choice. I'm pro-life for children who can be born and given up for adoption. I'm pro-choice as a feminist and as someone who believes that women have the right to self-determination since it is thier body.

SNAFU

Let these quotes twist your mind...MINDFUCK!!!


The ideaology of the ruling class becomes the ideaology of the whole society. And not just the ideaology, but the reality. Look at the Enclosure Acts of the United Kingdom. One day, the land belongs to the people, the next day, it belongs to the landlords. And the Narcotics Acts of the United States. A single Act of Congress (both in 1927 and 1937) turned recreational drug users into criminals. Once papers had been signed and guns pointed, thier ideology became the reality.

Communication is only possible between equals.

Most Satanists are actually Christians, but Christianity is a very masochistic religion.

Poetry is the answer, but only when it is in reverse.

The best acts of sabotage is through the best acts of obediance.

Genesis is exactly backwards. Our troubles started from obedience, not disobedience. Humanity is not yet created.

All I tell you is true and false and meaningless.

The Pope is the chief cause of Protestantism. Capitalism is the chief cause of Socialism. The State is the chief cause of Anarchism.

Prisons are built with the stones of Law, while Brothels are built with the bricks of Religion.

The State is based on threat. If your not afraid of something, you realize that you don't need government hand picking your pockets all the time.

The State is clinically insane as a corporate entity and is absolutly unfit to arrest, try and incarcerate those who disagree with its policies.

Find the fnords! Deprogram yourself from what you have been taught; If you don't see the fnord, then it can't eat you. Don't see the fnords. Unlearn this and find the fnords!

The essence of control is fear. The fnords have produced a whole society walking around in a chronic low-grade emergency. I've lost my left-wing arrogance and contempt for my countrymen, I feel genuine pity. No wonder the poor bastards believe anything they are told and walk through pollution and overcrowding without complaining. They watch thier sons hauled off to endless war and butchery and never protest, never fight back, never show much happiness or eroticism or curiosity or normal human emotion. They live with perpetual tunnel vision and walk past slums without seeing either the human misery inside or the potential threat it poses to thier security. Only in consumption, endless consumption, can they escape the amorphous threat of the invisible fnords.

If you need an outward sign to know your own, you don't really belong.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

I reject your reality and substitute it with my own

OK. I'm fucking done. Hell, more than fucking done, with this whole argument of how I need a bigger apartment or that I somehow need a house. Why? Why do I need a bigger place or a house?
And the defending arguement is seemingly always that 'Your throwing away money on rent. It's better if you own' and shit like that. It seems to me that owning a house is more expensive than renting. And with all you have to put into it, doesn't it seems that you'll never make that money back?
Frankly, this is where America fucked up over sixty years ago; Suburbia. I hate the suburbs! I may have been raised there, but I can't stand it. The creation of the suburbs raped the land of local food production, created more roads than we can keep up with and pushed animals out of thier homes and habitats.

1. We are suffering because we have killed off our farms and now have to import food since we can no longer grow it since we all have to have a house. Suburban sprawl is killing everything in its path! And I have to ask, and wonder, when is it going to stop? Frankly, I see this country and planet on the road to looking like Trantor or Coruscant before we even know it!
2. Roads are failing in America because we can't keep them up to the abuse we put them under. Our infrastructure is failing fast and we are too fucking worried about what celeBRATy is doing what or who. We are more focused on our "Reality TV" and the lies that the Mainstream Mass Media Whores throw at us than the work that really needs to get done.
And America will fail, not because we don't have Universal Health Care or Immigration Reforms or anything like that. This country will fail because we will soon lose the ability to get around and get goods and services to where they need to go!
We'd rather have new fancy roads than to fix the ones we really need and use. Fuck that! Take that money and repair our failing roads and build a sustainable National Public Transportation System! Build comprehensive public transit in our cities!
But I guess that makes too much sense.
3. The further we move our suburbs and cities out, the more we push out wildlife and then punish and kill that same life because they are looking for food and shelter. Why? Because we took it away from them! How the fuck does that make any sense?!

I love living in the city/urban area since everything I need is right where I am! I step out my door and three blocks north and three blocks south has everything I need. I'm right on a main bus line and that takes me to the MetroLink (light rail), so I can get around town easy.
I don't want to live anywhere else. I see myself and an anti-materialistic bohemian punk, with a touch of goth in there somewhere. Maybe not the truest description, but I don't give a fuck. People who rely on labels are morons too stuck on the Rules of Society to think for themselves. But otherwise, why would I want to live out in the suburbs where you actually do need a car to get to the local market?!
Hell, I've got an international market/grocery store across the street, so I'm good. I've got my favorite Coffee House just three blocks north of my door. There's more 'ethnic' places to eat than you'd want and then we have a bookstore two blocks away! Tell me, how that ain't good livin'? And with the MetroLink just a five or ten minute bus ride north, I can get to the Delmar Loop easy. One of the best places to eat, shop and just have fun. So I'm good where I am.
And anyone who tries to argue that I somehow need more (bigger place or suburban living) or that I need a house, your just fucking jealous that I'm happy with what I already have. Don't take that away cuz you can't feel happy in the same way. Your trapped in your little materialism game and I laugh at you since you can't get out of it.

I say we level the suburbs and move back into the cities! Create sustainable cities at that! Not only are suburbs to blame, but so is the American love of the car. Those two issues go hand and hand.
I want to get rid of mine, but I can't. St. Louis has a shitty public transit system since the Missouri D.O.T is more focused on building new roads and funding other things than getting the needed money to the dying public transit that so many rely on.
Hell, when our bus routes got slice by 55%, the rich people in western St. Louis County (Chesterfield) gave Metro emergency funding so that they could keep thier maids and nannies. Funny how that worked out, since you know public transit doesn't affect or effect suburbian life. Fucking classist cunts.

Go green? Then die!

Enviro-nazi's are starting to work my fucking nerves.
Now, I'm all about saving the world, nature and the environment. I love nature, I'm Wiccan...kinda goes hand and hand. I live in the world/nature/the environment, so it is my best interest to keep Mother Terra alive. As it should be everyone else's.
But what I don't require are the uppity and unfocused cunts spewing shit at me for no other reason than the landfills they call thier minds are filled with the shit that other people spew. They are mental landfills that suck up anything that validates the emptiness that is thier daily exsistance. They are so eager for anything to fill that emptiness that they buy up all the Mainstream Mass Media Whore wholesale propaganda that is created by slave and child labor in a third world country that pollutes more than a fucking tire fire the size of Texas! Then, they put 'green' bumper stickers all over their gas guzziling SUVs and spend time at a laptop or desktop, covered in blood (like blood diamonds!), Twittering about how 'green' they are.
If these cunts are all about stopping the damage people are doing to the environment, then they should kill themselves in a massive suicide protest to make thier point. But people just aren't that commited, which is just lame...fucking selfish cunts. If people are the problem, or the cause of many environmental problems, then logic dictates that we need less people.
So if you are a die-hard Neo-enviro-Nazi, then you should kill yourself. If you don't kill yourslef, your just being a selfish asshole. Just by being alive, your killing the planet. You can't save the planet if your still breathing!!!

Fucking selfish shitfuckcunt blood beltching vagina cunt assholes!

Kevorkian Logic

OK. I'm pissed!

How is it that in this fucked up society we can do the following:

Market pole dancing dolls to girls, thus reinforcing them to believe they are nothing more than objects for sex and not actual people? Or that we can make a mockery of marriage on television by getting dumb underfed psuedo-blonde bimbo cunt bitches to marry a dwarf or millionaire yet deny that same institution to a segment of the population because all the sudden the institution is no longer a mockery or joke, but sacred?
But when a woman takes charge of her sexuality, she's a slut. Yet men, who act the exact same way, are rewarded with applause and smacks on the back. A Same-Sex couple gets married after being devoted to one another for 50 or more years and the "Righteous" go out and illegalize the Civil Contract between the couple and the government (local, state and/or federal). But a hetero can get married for 55 hours to one person, have it annulled then get married again to another person for a couple years and get a divorce, but that's alright since that Civil Contract was, somehow, 'sacred'.

And I have to give it to the Repuklicunts and Neo-Conservatives and anyone who's against Health Care Reform or Obama in general, they know how to spin lies that the AmeriKKKan people will buy. And it shouldn't surprise me, but it does when I look and see/realize how fucking dumb and stupid Amerika and Americans are. It's no wonder why the world laughs at us.
Hell, I saw a headline on DrudgeReport.com about how the British terminally ill are "prematurely dying" due to the Socialistic Government Sponsored Health Care. Um...if your terminally ill, how is dying a "premature" deal? Your going to die anyway, so I don't see the point in the headline. But I see this as a fucking scare tacitic to go hand in hand with the whole "Death Panel" arguement.
Frankly, if you're terminally ill and there is no reasonable hope that your disease will be cured in the estimated time you have left, then fucking kill yourself or call Jack Kevorkian (a personal hero of mine). You're gonna die anyway, why not just get it over with? I would. But then again, I'm not a selfish cunt who's desperate to live out life because life lived me.

But the whole foundation to all this is the deep resentment of Obama is from nothing more complicated than White Privliege. Well, that and colorism (a.k.a. racism) and culturalism. White people are so afraid of Obama since all they see is a big scary black man with an Islamic or Afrikan name, depending on who you're getting the argument from. White people have been on top of the world for so long that they don't know how to deal with a world where they are no longer 'needed' to run things. Same goes for Christians. It's fucking stupid as can be, yet it's the reality of things because those in power can never let go of it once they've become addicted to it.
I don't agree with Obama all the time, nor support him in all things, but he is by far the better choice we had in the election. He is pushing this Reform too hard and too fast, but I get it that it's his passion. He's been directly affected and effected by the numerous shortcomings of our Health Care System. I only say he's spending too much on this is that it is costing him needed political support from the American people. But again, just my opinion.
We need reformed health care in America and need it NOW!!! But as long as too many cunts have thier hands in the pot, removing money and strangiling the ones who need it the most, we will never get anywhere. But just like the Infrastructure Problem, Health Care Reform will not be a National Movement or on our National Agenda until far too many people are dying from the current system, which they are, but that's never reported.
Hell, I saw a commercial banned by ABC and NBC because of how much it slams the Canadian and UK systems. It proclaimed how people can't choose thier doctors because of the system in place or that people are dying waiting for treatment. Maybe it's just me, but that sounds like the system we already have and the same one that's in need of reform. Funny how an inconvenient truth can become a lie and weapon against something.

Fucking shitfuckcunts.

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The world is going to hell and no one is driving the bus

OK, so Michael Bay is producing a remake of 'Nightmare on Elm Street'? Who in the fucking shithole of Whorewood thought this was a good idea?! What, Rob Zombie did a kickass job on his movies and remakes that Dumbfuck Bay thinks he can do the same?!
HOLY FUCK! This cunt ruined Transformers and now he's in all likelyhood going to ruin on of the best horror movies by remaking it! WHERE ARE THE NEW IDEAS YOU FUCKERS?!?! The only good and decent movies are independant and foreign.

Then there's these Americans for Prosperity cunts. If they aren't flying their hypocritical flag at attempting to fight Obama at every turn, they are celebrating that America lost the bid to have the Olympics in 2016! How is that for prosperity for America? You basically are smearing our international image and hurting the country you claim to love and want to help.
Very Bushit of you.
These fuckers are so upset that they are no longer in power, so they are going to go after Obama like they did Clinton and they are so fucking desperate that they aren't afraid to fly thier Racism Flag. Conservatives are crazy and it's really starting to show. I don't know if it's all Repuklicunts anymore but they way that they stay united isn't helping them at all. But fucking Christ, what do these fuckers want?
I mean, do they want a prosperous America or an America that is hated by everyone from England to Thailand? The first option seems pretty easy to choose if you want to make sure this country makes it another fucking 50 years without falling into third world status. But the other option seems to be what they want since they seem to think that the way that Bushit and Company ran Amerika was best. And honestly, I miss Bushit to the point that I miss being irate like I was when he was in office.

And don't even get me started on the whole ACORN bullshit. It just shows how far Neo-Con Repuklicunts have stopped at nothing to ensure the disenfranchisement of minorities (i.e. anyone who isn't a white, Christian, male, Repuklicunt) through lies and twisting the truth because THEY OWN THE FUCKING NEWS MEDIA!!! If you trust the Mainstream Mass Media Whores, then you are a blind cunt who enjoys being mentally raped. If you buy into the thread being woven by the Repuklicunt fucks, then you may as well buy into the shit of Neo-Con Anti-Health Reform.

And if this was the Bush-era and the Demoncraps where doing all the shit that the Neo-Cons and Repuklicunts are doing, you can bet that there would be such a crack down on the 'Anti-American, un-patriotic, freedom hating Socialist/Communist/Nazi' Demoncraps. There would be no websites set up to send funds to 'besieged' pro-freedom loving Americans. No protests or town hall meetings. Just a bunch of spine-less cunts taking it.
Demoncraps need to wake the fuck up, grow a spine (collectively) and make a stand against the Neo-Cons and the Repuklicunts! America needs a multi-party system because there's more and more evidence daily that our Two Party System doesn't work! Fucking weak cunts!

Fucking shitfuckcunt weak pieces of shit! Hate you all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Cuz I can

Let your thoughts be your sword and shield.

Ignore adversity.

Abide by the rules of Love (Yes fuckers, I said it. Cuz once you master the rules of Love, you can use them against others and they'll never know. Quite amusing.)

Stand up and be yourself.

Read Robert Anton Wilson, Howard Zinn and any other person out there who will challenge your views on "reality", trust me, you need it.

Own a copy of 'The Anarchist Cookbook' just because you can and its your right to own books.

Read, read anything besides gossip columns, fashion magazines and People. Read a newspaper everyday but only read underground material and not 'mainstream mass media' as they will only lie to you and lead you away from the truth. Read books, real books!

Question authority of all kinds.

Watch and own two VERY important movies; Zeitgeist and America: Freedom to Fascism. Once you've watched these movies, copy them and hand them out to people.

Stop watching TV. It is a control mechanism that makes you dumb.

Educate yourself on all political and/or religious/spiritual issues. It makes you smarter and you can argue with the facts instead of rumors.

Join a political party that isn't one of the main two. Don't be a Repuklican't or Demoncrap, they lead you astray as bad, if not worse, than Mass Media.

Fight for others who are oppressed. It makes you more Human and scares those in power.

Listen to Marilyn Manson without a closed mind. Go beyond his image and take in the music and lyrics, trust me, they make sense.

Give in to your natures and fuck the rest who tell you not to. Just another control mechanism.

Find friends and lovers who'll love you for you and not what they think you should be.

Watch independant films...they make you more aware of the world around you. Or for the Americans who read this, they make you aware of a world outside American borders.

Finally, fuck everyone! Ignore people and thier sob stories. That's how they control you. Keep your power and control for yourselves, that's how you change things, by only worrying about you and not the bum who tells you the same story twice a week so he/she can get money.

A noose of blood to stop a life of hope

I am not disabled, just inabled to not be the empty-eyed man. Just a rose trapped inside an unopening fist of rage and hate. I am beautiful like an unending explosion and am spontaneously perfect. Like the demolition of love.

I don't need a god.

Being alone is the perfection I seek because its all I can handle in this Sub-Human life when I know I'm more than you regular Humans. Luckily, I am so fraking hard as Hell and can take all your bullshit minute after minute and year after year. It makes me so tired, so worn out and I can't seem to get enough sleep. Doesn't help when I get it though. I'm not meant to leave this storm, I am the storm.

Try to destroy me, just try. I like hard things, I welcome your feeble attempts.

Your all just dried out drums made from human skin and tied to ribs of a broken child you dumped during the Prom.

I rejoice in your deaths. That's the only thing you can do right, but not correctly. The more of you die, the more of me there is to replace you, the faster this world evolves from your Media controlled minds and bodies.

I think, therefore I am dangerous. You don't think, therefore you are controllable.

Don't pet the animal

Gunshots are Modern Poetry. All I want to do is scream and break things and kill everyone I don't know. I can't talk to you, you don't understand what an evolved mind goes through.

I know your surprised. Why does this surprise you? You have this dying filthy world surrounding you and yet you still insist that your diffrent and better from the remaining people you look down at. Act shocked and awed at my words. but down deep your wishing for more death, murders and disasters. Hell, if Death Row executions where on Pay-Per-View, you'd eat it up. The All-Too-Powerful Government would tax it more than cigarettes and pay off our ten trillion dollar debt in months, not years.

Why do I do this and write this? Why do I burn? I will never stop and I will continue like a volcano. I am pulling fire from the sky and am a living explosion they will never end. But at the end of the lines of questions, I'll be leaving you with your ashes on my face and empty hands of your sins.

I know some of you are real because your scars make you look real. You and you glycerin tears of pain and fear.

Has life startred yet? Is this it? I cut myself with words, yours and mine. Nothing will stop me from destroying myself. All I need is life itself...to bad its not real anymore.

So, I wish you'd jump off a 40 floor building. Your weaknesses are disgusting and I attack and destroy those I don't respect. That's why I attack you. I'll focus all my Blow-Your-Brains-Out thoughts to you every minute of every fucking day. And if all goes well, you'll pick up the thoughts and do it. C'mon, make the world a better place. You can do it!

Nothing any of you Cattle do gets to me anymore. It makes me a horrible shitbag. That's why I'm free and your not. I am the one and only who spits in your face and the face of all of the Human Race. If I could get away with it, I'd skin you cows alive. I hate you all. I am the enemy of all you cows! Shitheads never get what they deserve, they just get what I deserve and shove it in my face, laughing.

God angel devil lovers!

I feel nothing anymore. I've lived too long in this city...in this country. I work and just hate it like I hate Big Stinky at work. I hate it and him, but I keep going in and eating the crap I'm fed. I could rob a bank, but then I'd be doing what they do to me every day. I hate my job and my life. What the hell else is new? I didn't ask to be made!

I'm a dissapointment on all levels.

Its difficult to get by without my deep and endless depressions. I do a lot of thinking on the beginning of my crap thoughts and dark mind. Its the endless rage and anger that goes deeper than my marrow in my bones. They are so deep that I'm dried on the inside. But all I cn do is work 'til I die just to make rent and get food to make it long enough to do it again in a month or two weeks, whichever comes first. So then I do my best to make me feel real and good and that I deserve life. It's a minute to minute by minute struggle to just get me to smile and pass by as one of the empty Cattle that surrounds me. I can't help how I feel.

I'd rather have a 'normal American life', not the strange one I have. I connect with the Serial Killers more than anyone else in this world. So that's it in a nutshell. You cows wanted to know what is going on with me. that's why you message me and ask all the time. STOP ASKING!!! If you don't get it, then don't ask! I can put this up everyday, but you still won't get it.

Thoughtless automated whores! That's why I treat you filthy unevolved Human scum like what you are, garbage. Your a million years under-evolved!

That will always be the diffrence between you Cattle and me, the Evolved One. I plan on killing you, ending everything you know and love in ruin, to dust. I will kill you since it doesn't matter anyway, it'll help pass the time. Another reason why I like going out at night, less cow-scum to fuck with me. Less I have to slice and cut and kill and go to jail for. It's my personal plauge and uncurable disease, to kill or be killed. Or to kill myself.

I am the End Of Time. I don't care that you call me a misanthropic, misogynist, hate addict Anti-Christ. I'm glad you think I'm politically incorrect, that's what makes me better. I want to see a Black man and a Korean man with thier arms around one another and smiling while they watch a White man swing as he hangs from a tree. Poetic Justice. That's all I want.

One day, you'll end up where I end up, just much, much later than when I arrived. Don't attempt to make sense of all I write, think or feel. That's your ultimate mistake, the one you can never recover from. Cuz the more you try, the more I will fuck you up. I will get inside you and eat you alive, just for the fun of it.

I can't talk to you Cattle, even though your like me. You've always wondered what it's like to kill someone, every day, every minute. But unlike you, I feel fine. I don't care about Sub-Human or Human life and lives. You are all strangers to me. Damn dirty, stinking, filthy and broken insects, that is all you are and all you'll ever be.

Your weak and disgusting and you'll never be in my way.

Ruin it

I've waited a long time for this life
Just to ruin it, so please don't ruin this for me
Yes to understand this lie
Hell I crossed those t's
I scratched out all these eyes, myself last night
What I promise not to find

So this is what I'm looking like these days
I'm all grown up, so full of hate
But I don't wanna let go of my rage
Cause it's the salt, that brings the taste

So where am I to decide that I'm not right?
Cause I might break and I might bend
Your heart strings out of tune again
And I might try to apologize
One a good day
On my best day
If you stick around

Did I stay inside to sterilize this knife?
Am I being to careful?
Does this seem right?
Did I open up the shades to expose this sunny rays?
To show what burned this sight

Take a close look
Hold me right up to the light
Cause I might break and I might bend
Your heart strings out of tune again
And I might try to apologize
One a good day
On my best day
If you stick around

I've waited for so long
Spread me out, rake me in
This scorched and rocky field
Will camouflage my skin

And I might break and I might bend
Your heart strings out of tune again
And I might try to apologize
One a good day
On my best day
If you stick around

Pain of Stupid

As a cocksucking queer, I think the hypocracy of my own community is distasteful and shows with clarity that we are not ready for Equal Rights. Boozin' it up and gettin' high on Meth is what we want.
Party, party, party!!! Stay young and stay hard, stay drunk, stay high. No wonder HIV/AIDS is still going strong.
Our LGBT Movement is nothing more than a First Class, First World luxury that we take for granted. We're not interested in fighting for our Brother's and Sister's around the world, cuz that might interfer with our parties and drugs and make us think about more than ourselves.
Dirty rotten fags, no better than the GOP Bastards we call 'enemy'.
Then there are the damn HIV/AIDS Activists. So trying to stop the activities and mind sets of people who are most at risk. Not doing too good a job I see.
I may be gay and most at risk, slightly less than the local Black Community, but I refuse to give any more money to a disease that I've avoided due to safe sex practices.
You want money, I'll be more than happy when the virus becomes air-born!
Stupid people should die from the pain of thier own stupidity, make life easier for the rest of us...the smart ones.

Monday, February 8, 2010

You...

Make me love you
Make me hate you
Make me want you
Make me need you
Make me stop you
Make me can't you
Make me take you
Make me quit you
Make me kiss you
Make me fuck you
Make me suck you
Make me lick you
Make me bend you
Make me shit you
Make me damn you
Make me kill you
Make me wont you
Make me push you
Make me ride you
Make me read you
Make me peel you
Make me read you
Make me make you
Make me let you make me...

Gays piss me off!!!

We've lost Prop 8 and Question 1 yet there's not a fucking outcry or protests or even fucking riots! OK, sure, you got vids on YouTube and people speaking out, but where is the fucking united community? In all likelyhood the majority are fucking, taking drugs or doing nothing.
What kills me most about the doing nothing thing is that most people have the mindset that someone else will do the dirty work. And this is true, those doing the dirty work are taking away rights! The fucking LGBT Community sits back and looses what we barely have and then complains about it when it happens.
This whole state-by-state tactic isn't working! We need a national effort on the federal level. We need leaders who have a fucking backbone and who aren't afraid to rattle chains and rock the boat. The "leaders" we have are submissive little fucks who are successful at keeping the community from getting our Human Civil Rights because they don't want to scare the heterosexuals. Fuck that!
If the Black Civil Rights Movement took it state-by-state like we are doing, then Jim Crow would still be law, as would seperate entrances and water fountains. Inter-racial Marriage would still be illegal, since if ws left up to the states, I bet that it would fail and be illegal like Gay Marriage is and has.
We have been told for years that we are unworthy and less than and against nature and we have come to believe it. It shows in our lack of unification and our distrust of one another. And our fragmentation. We are so divided and it is killing us.
I wish we would just wake the fuck up and get our shit together and demand our rights by taking over D.C. in one big protest/march. Frankly the more we sit and take it the more we deserve what we get taken away.

And I don't give a fuck what anyone says, if Inter-racial Marriage was put to a vote right now, I bet that it would be illegal in over 60% of this country. The rights of a minority should never be put to a vote. When this is done it completely erases our democracy and sets up the foundations for a facist/theocratic nation.
And the next person to complain about 'activist judges', I am going to take a hammer to the back of thier neck. There are these types of judges on both sides, but the "liberal" ones are the ones always talked about. We just need a sweeping federal expansion of the 1967 Civil Rights Act.

I hate the stupididty of my country and community and fellow citizens.

Am pro-abortion

What I can never understand about Anti-Abortionists is why they only seem to care about a baby from when it is conceived to birth. After that, they couldn't give a shit. Well, ok, they do. But only after the child has turned 18. Then they make the push for said child to join the military so it can die for its country.
See what I'm sayin'? These anti-choice/anti-women/Anti-Abortionists only seem to want children to be born to fill the ranks of our military. And if not for the military of this country, then for the Army of God or some other crazy ideaological bullshit excuse for a forceful mean to a Theological based America.

I am pro-choice, pro-woman and Pro-Abortion and and fucking damn proud to say it!

FDR was a Socialist

With all the talk and shit about America becoming a socialist country, I had a thought today about it all. Now, I don't mind America adopting socialist ideaolgies were needed, but then, I know that Nazi Germany wasn't socialist so that argument is out. And we have some socialism in America (Medicare, Medicaid, Social Security and Welfare), so shut the fuck up.
But I was thinking about The Great Depression, no suprise given how fucked up everything is right now. And I remember how all the Great Works from the era got America in the position to rebuild, granted World War 2 really got us back on our feet. But here's the thing, the Great Works that where done, thanks to FDR (the best President ever in my opinion), I'm of the opinion that they where socialist in origin. Granted, I can see how that can be argued that they wheren't, but at the same time it was the government who created the projects, along with any company that could help, that got people working again.
But this is what Obama has to be, another Franklin D. Roosevelt in terms of New Deals and a new series of Great Works that will revitalize our country and even go so far as to rebuild those old Great Works and rebuild and modernize our infrastructure (and de-centralize it). And as I've written about before, we need to also have a major re-education program in America to re-establish our "blue collar" jobs, farms and bring jobs from overseas back home. We need to reorganize our country in a very fundamental fashion for every citizen to make the best of what America has to offer.
I will say again that everyone should read the sections of "World War Z" that focuses on the character 'Arthur Sinclair'. What is talked about in the book is what America did to rebuild itself within the Safe Zone is something we need to do. We need re-education and re-training for Americans all across the board. We need to create jobs that we haven't been in need of yet or that have been dissolved for cheaper labor and production in other countries.
Our economy is far too specialized and post-Industrial. We need a non-specialized economy and an economy based on both the technological direction the world is heading and more locally based along with the niche of taking care of the people we have and for the protection and re-establishment of an injured ecology. But that's just my opinion.

I doubt any of you cunts will listen to this. You'll just read it, knod your head, possibly give a 'kudos' and/or a comment and then move on. Fuck you, you're part of the problem.

Sums it up

Pretty much how I feel on a day to day basis...


I don't care if your world is ending today
Because I wasn't invited to it anyway
You said I tasted famous so I drew you a heart
But now I'm not an artist, I'm a fucking work of art

I got an 'F' and a 'C', and I got a 'K' too
And the only thing that's missing is a bitch like you

You wanted perfect, you got your perfect
Now I'm too perfect for someone like you
I was a dandy in the ghetto with a snow white smile
But you'll never be as perfect whatever you do

What's my name? What's my name?
Hold the 'S' because I am an Ain't

I am bone top, a deathset, on a mop stick
You infected me took diamonds, I took all your shit
Your sell-by-date expired so you had to be sold
I'm a suffer-genius and vivi sex symbol

I am the penny in the ghetto with a snow white smile
Super ego-bitch, I've been evil a while

I am a dandy in the ghetto with a snow white smile
Super ego-bitch, I've been evil a while

I got an 'F' and a 'C', and I got a 'K' too
And the only thing that's missing is you

-Marilyn Manson

What what what?!?!?!

In seven states, American states, it is illegal to hold public office if you are an Atheist?!?! There's a guy in Asheville, North Carolina who's under attack to be removed for that very reason! Fucking "conservative" Christians are up in arms and on the attack to remove him simply because he doesn't believe in 'Almighty God'. Fucking Christ on a stick!

http://www.examiner.com/x-32256-Tucson-Atheism-Examiner~y2009m12d13-Asheville-NC-Sued-over-an-Atheist-being-on-the-Town-Council

There are six other states with this law (North Carolina has it in the state consitution); Texas, Arkansas, Mississippi, Maryland(!), South Carolina and Tennessee. In the 21st Century? Are you kidding me?!?! I thought nothing like this could still be on the books AND that it would shock me so much. Wrong on both counts. Thankfully these laws are not held up by the United States Consititution, which overrules all state constitutions.

The best part of this is that these religious cunts don't realize that they are setting themselves, or others, up for failure. If they succeed, which I doubt, then they set a foundation for ANYONE to be removed if they believe, or not, diffrently from thier peers.

I love pussy

All I have to say is that I love cats! Little cute kittens make me giggle like a schoolgirl or go 'awww'. Full grown cats to pet and hold while they purr in happiness is my idea of relaxing. That is what puts a smile on my face and just makes me happy like nothing else.

Love pussycats!

...and I bet your dirty mind thought about vagina...

US Military killed Afghan children?!

Were Afghan Children Executed by US-led Forces?
by MediaLens / January 11th, 2010




Ignoring or downplaying Western crimes is a standard feature of the corporate Western media. On rare occasions when a broadcaster or newspaper breaks ranks and reports ‘our’ crimes honestly, it is instructive to observe the response from the rest of the media. Do they follow suit, perhaps digging deeper for details, devoting space to profiles of the victims and interviews with grieving relatives, humanising all concerned? Do they put the crimes in perspective as the inevitable consequence of rapacious Western power? Or do they look away?


One such case is a report that American-led troops dragged Afghan children from their beds and shot them during a night raid on December 27 last year, leaving ten people dead. Afghan government investigators said that eight of the dead were schoolchildren, and that some of them had been handcuffed before being killed. Kabul-based Times correspondent Jerome Starkey reported the shocking accusations about the joint US-Afghan operation. But the rest of the UK news media have buried the report.


After details of the massacre first emerged, Afghan President Karzai sent a team of investigators to the alleged scene of the atrocity in the village of Ghazi Kang in eastern Kunar province. Assadullah Wafa, a former governor of Helmand province, led the investigation. He told The Times that US soldiers flew to Kunar from Kabul, implying that they were part of a special forces unit:


At around 1 am, three nights ago, some American troops with helicopters left Kabul and landed around 2km away from the village. The troops walked from the helicopters to the houses and, according to my investigation, they gathered all the students from two rooms, into one room, and opened fire.1


Wafa continued:


“I spoke to the local headmaster. It’s impossible they were al-Qaeda. They were children, they were civilians, they were innocent. I condemn this attack.”


The Times reporter interviewed the headmaster who told him that the victims were asleep in three rooms when the troops arrived:


“Seven students were in one room. A student and one guest were in another room, a guest room, and a farmer was asleep with his wife in a third building.


“First the foreign troops entered the guest room and shot two of them. Then they entered another room and handcuffed the seven students. Then they killed them. Abdul Khaliq [the farmer] heard shooting and came outside. When they saw him they shot him as well. He was outside. That’s why his wife wasn’t killed.”


A local elder told the Times reporter: “I saw their school books covered in blood.”


The dead children were aged from 11 to 17.


In Kabul, the massacre sparked demonstrations with protesters holding up banners showing photographs of dead children alongside placards demanding “Foreign troops leave Afghanistan” and “Stop killing us”.


Nato’s International Security Assistance Force told The Times that there was “no direct evidence to substantiate” Wafa’s claims that unarmed civilians were harmed in what it described as a “joint coalition and Afghan security force” operation. The spokesperson claimed:


“As the joint assault force entered the village they came under fire from several buildings and in returning fire killed nine individuals.”


The slippery military response did not even get the number of victims right: it was ten, not nine.


Jerome Starkey published a follow-up report, recounting President Karzai’s vain plea for the gunmen to face justice.2


But the rest of the British media appear to have shown virtually zero interest in either refuting or confirming the report of schoolchildren being executed. As far as our media searches can determine, there were only three press reports in major UK newspapers that mentioned it; and even then, only in passing.


In a brief weekly news digest, the Sunday Telegraph devoted 45 words to accusations of the atrocity, repeating the propaganda version of it as “a raid in which US forces shot dead 10 people at a suspected bomb factory.”3


A 136-word item in the Mirror led, not with accusations of the execution of schoolchildren, but with the deaths of American civilians killed elsewhere in a suicide attack at a military base in Afghanistan.4


The Guardian spared 28 words at the end of a report on the death of a British bomb disposal expert to note that: “The Afghan government says that 10 people were killed, including eight schoolchildren, in a village in eastern Kunar province in a night raid by international forces last weekend.”5 As ever, the headline summed up the priorities precisely: British lives count; Afghan lives are of lesser importance.


To the corporate media’s shame, it was left to the US-based journalist Amy Goodman to interview Times correspondent Jerome Starkey on her excellent independent news programme, Democracy Now! The programme reported that a preliminary investigation by the United Nations reinforced Afghan claims that most of the dead were schoolboys.6


Goodman asked Starkey what had been the response of NATO forces to the allegations. He said:


“Well, initially, US and NATO forces here were very slow to say anything at all, and that possibly reflects the most secret nature of this raid. The fact that, according to Afghan investigators, these troops appear to have flown to the scene from Kabul appears to confirm speculation that this was an operation carried out by some sort of Special Forces unit, possibly even by some sort of paramilitary unit attached to one of the intelligence agencies, the foreign intelligence agencies, which operate occasionally out of the capital.”


Starkey emphasised again that he had spoken to the headmaster who had given him the names and school registration numbers of all of the dead pupils. An additional tragic detail was that the headmaster was an uncle of the eight children.


The Times correspondent was candid that it had not proven possible to verify all of the details of the reported massacre:


“Given the nature of the environment, we haven’t been able to travel there ourselves, and we’ve been relying on telephone interviews with people who are there and people who’ve visited the scene.”


But he also made it clear that the US-led occupation authorities were giving out very little information, and had refused Afghan requests to provide details of the gunmen or to hand the men over.


The reported events are sickening. But we have been unable to find a single mention of the alleged atrocity on the BBC website. We emailed news editors at the BBC, ITN and Channel 4 News, asking why they had not reported these serious allegations of schoolchildren being executed in a US-led operation. None of them have replied. The lack of interest shown by the British news media in pursuing this story is damning indeed.


The famous maxim of the three wise monkeys who ‘See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil’ is an apt description of the corporate media’s response to evidence for Western atrocities.


http://dissidentvoice.org/2010/01/were-afghan-children-executed-by-us-led-forces/

Kickass

www.taqwacore.com

Muslim/Islamic punk. Fucking awsome!

Disconnected

Ya know, the older I get the more I become disconnected with people. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends and family without question but I'm still becoming discconected with everyone. At first I was worried and scared about becoming disconnected, however more and more I appreciate it. The more it happens, the more I realize I don't need people and I'm cool with that. Hell, I'm not even worried about empathy for other people anymore cuz I think I'm losing that too.
And in all, I think I'm better for it.

Waiting

I stand waiting,
For him.
For him to arrive,
For him to touch me.
I wait,
For him to fuck me,
Like I want to be.
Touched and Fucked.
I still wait,
For him to cum inside me.
I wait still,
For his breath and smell.
I wait,
Even when I doubt.
That he is a man,
I can afford.
As I yearn,
Sometimes painfully so,
I stand waiting.

In the end

I get it,
Finally.
I get why,
Surprisingly.
I get how,
When I realize I don't want to know.
I get that in the end,
We all die alone.

I win

When I die, all of you will come to the funeral. Not out of respect or to mourn my passing. Not to celebrate my life. Not to honor my family or my contrabutions to those I knew. You will come to make sure I stay dead. That will be my final victory.

Come and welcome to my cabaret cunts.

Freedom

I think, thought
And knew/know.
I am free
Of brain drain.
I threw off the shackles
Of a non-cultured anti-society.
I watch the withering
Of what you think, thought and knew.
You gave up Christ, Allah and Jehovah
For new gods of celeBRATy.
I laugh
As I think, thought and know
True, pure, endless Freedom.
And I die free
As I think, thought and know.

Time

Tomorrow I was nothing,
Yesturday I'll be.
Time is full of the thinking,
That it's a part of me.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Sheeple, cubicle rats and sub-(non)human roaches

I'm surrounded by sheeple, cubicle rats and sub-(non)human roaches. They run around me trying to build safe houses out of money and power. They never seem to have enough of both. All I do is laugh at them in the futility of thier non-action actions.Sometimes it seems that the only way out is suicide, but that will only grant power and dominion to those little shitfuckcunts. I won't let my death be a control mechanism. I will die my own way and you will marvel at my death. Only then will you get 'it'.Other times is seems the only way out is shooting people in the face. But I don't like guns, they're too impersonal. Knives are better. You have to work for the damage and death. I respect stabbers. Shooters are lazy fuckers. But what can you expect from a non-culture of instant gratification? An anti-society of celeBRATy worship?No one is real to me anymore. Everyone just seems to be a facade of what they think others want to see. Like those idiots who want that expensive car or house because they believe it will somehow raise thier status and change how people view them. All those materialistic pieces of shit items do is make you a target and a joke. The only status that changes is how much more money that you don't have that you now have to spend. Have fun with that fuckers.Materialism is the new slavery and the sheeple are flocking to it like lemmings. Then you become the cubicle rat in the eternal maze trying to make more money to buy and get more things. Then you become the sub-(non)human roach by the bitterness you let grow after you realize you've been tricked and you can't get out of the enslavement you willingly walked into.I've rejected materialism. I'm a slave to no one but myself. And it seems no one can handle it. These little under-evolved shitfuckcunts try to shackle me with control mechanisms like 'you need to grow up' or 'you need to get some maturity'. They say this only because they can't handle my freedom and happiness of NOT being a slave like they are.My 'maturity' and 'being grown up' is nothing more than taking responsibility for myself, my actions the the consequences of both. I'm tired of people telling me what I "need" when all it is is what they want me to have so I'll be as trapped in the maze as they are. Fuck that and fuck them. And fuck you.I yearn for death. Death is freedom in the purest form. And when I'm gone, I'm the one who'll have power and dominion over the shitfuckcunts. But before then, I'm going to fuck you up with me, myself and I. I won't apologize if you can't handle that or even understand it.But then it's fun to watch the sheeple, cubicle rats and sub-(non)human roaches. They are entertaining in the "race to procure". Go to a mall and sit and watch. All those non-people have such a hallow look to them until they pay for something, then they light up until they leave the current store they're in. Then the hallowness returns...until the next purchase. I'm so glad I'm free of that slavery. That trap of the corperations.But then again, like I said over 680 blog posts ago, I'm more human than you and you'll never catch up to me. If you ever get to my level, I'll still be light-years ahead of you. You'll always be a sub-(non)human to me. A flock of sheeple to the slaughter. A cubicle rat in a never ending maze to an imaginary piece of cheese. A sub-(non)human roach that I step on.I step on you daily but you never notice. You're too numb from your own willingness to be enslaved. But what do you expect when you're surrounded by sheeple, cubicle rats and sub-(non)human roaches?All I expect from the non-people I'm surrounded by is nothing. That's all they've ever offered so why should I hype myself up for something diffrent? I unfortunatly still do from time to time, but at least I know that my expectations will never be met, so I'm not disappointed. And I don't feel much for non-people anymore. Besides the facade they construct, they refuse to let thier culturism, colorism, sexism and superiority complexes wither and die. But those are just more symptoms of thier enslavement to materialism. So why should I waste my time, energy and self on these things walking around like they are real people? I'd rather fuck an electrical socket. At the least it would be stimulating.I only relate to serial killers anymore. The ones that stab, they know how to work for what they want. I wanna be a stabby serial killer, but no one deserves to die by my hands. No one is worth the effort. And no one is worth my time.You're not worth my time. You're a moronic fuck. You don't get 'it' anyway. So why should I even bother with this blog? You're probably going back to your materialistic celeBRATy worship. Just another joke walking towards thier slaughter. You're controlled and enslaved in ways you can't even imagine. I won't bother explaining it to you. You'll never understand. You don't want to.At least I can say truthfully that I'll die free.

Pointing at you, laughing

Death is the sweet embrace I hold out for.
Maybe one day it will come and remove me for the grey world of waste we call life. If I'm lucky. If I'm patient.
Life, what a joke. How can you even live when you can't even thrive? You do need both, ya know? So why do we get tricked into just going with the motions when we know we are getting tricked?
It makes no sense, no usable need to help justify our exsistance.
Maybe the sweet embrace of the grave is what drives us. Knowing that the Life of Death is what we are really after. So is this life actually death and what we think of as death is really life?
If so, I'll take death, or life, depending on your view of things.
It doesn't make me a dark person, evil or nasty. It makes me more Human than you, more able to accept The Circle. Maybe when you can get to where I am, I'll accept you as Human.
But I doubt it.
I'll just still be ahead of you, more Human than you, more Divine than you. I'll always be better than you. Deal with it.
Smugness has nothing to do with you, or me. Its just how it is. Attitude is below my notice, so is regret and rejection. Evolution is real, I'm living proof. Now get off your bum and do the same! Start being better than what you are instead of what the Magazines, Shows and idiot Celebraties tell you to be.
But listening to Hollywood is easier, makes thinking obsolete. That's why you have no money, spent it on stuff you don't need. That's why I'm better than you. More Human than you.
Deal with it!

Take a pill and a grain of salt

So many!
So many dumb and ignorant frakkers! Why does the Universe allow such wastes of DNA to walk and talk and breathe? Am I no better? Am I the best that we have to offer?
The maggots crawl and take and strangle my mind out of my head as they take my money, making my life hard and unlivable. I want them all dead. Kill. Kill! KILL!!!!! Kill them all and it will make my life better.
Don'tchya think!?
I dream and wait for the sweet embrace of the grave. It will anser my call of comfort.
I'm more Human than you! More ready to be the one to help and not expect anything in return. I want to go through my life and not have to fight for everything!
I hate my job. I'm taken for granted and haven't been thanked for what I do in over two years. I haven't gotten a raise since the Bush Devil took down the Towers. I work 10 hour days. Makes me a dull fag.
I hope they read this.
I hope the swine take this all in, maybe they can try and be Human instead of some automated Corperate arse. I hope certain ones die. It would make life easier and sweeter. Especially the stinky one. Sewage and landfills smell sweeter than that one. Makes my nose burn. Don't see how he lives with it. Maybe he'll suffocate one night.
Fire me, I dare you!!!
I've got loads of stuff that OSHA would love to have. Maybe my lawyer would like to know how you grabbed my bum. I admit my fear of you, but its going away...an animal can stay in a corner for so long. Take a bath in bleach and alcohol! Might help get the smell of rotten meat off you. Keep up you dren, I can take it. Will make my revenge on you so much sweeter, so much better than I hope.
I hope your reading this Stinky, you waste of a cumshot. I'm more Human than you!
Make them pay, make them suffer. Make them live your life. Make them remember. Make them pay! Make them wish to die to make it stop.
Deny death, make it a blessing. Death will be thier escape, thier salvation. Death will be thier lovers embrace on a cold day.
Death will show pity, for they will be broken. Death will be a blessing.
Make them pay.
Remember, I'm more Human than you. I will make you pay. I am Death in the Land of The Living. My kiss will be your blessing when I am done.

...so many maggots...so many...so...so...many...

It begins

Well all those of Blogspot, I have arrived. I am many things, most of which are angry and upfront when it comes to my opinions and what I believe. I also will be blogging my own inner thoughts without a filter, so learn to deal with it now.
I use a lot of "offensive" language, so again, learn to fucking deal with it.

You have been warned.