I am trying REALLY hard to be the bigger and better person. I am! It isn't working out all that well. I find myself reverting back to me evil ways. I don't know why I try and be good and decent, it's so fucking hard!!! It's easy to be evil and follow my nature.
I think I'm just gonna go with the Fuck It All Option and just be who I am. Certain people (no matter my love, loyalty and care for them) don't deserve special treatment. Not anymore.
It's time for Evil Fag to come out for some fresh air...
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
STFU
I am fucking sick and tired of this whole 'Mosque at Ground Zero' bullshit. Build the fucking thing and be done with it! It's called Religious Freedom!!! For fuck sake people, it's a place of worship! What about all the churches around the fucking planet that have been built at sacred native sites or at places where Christians landed to start the work of converting people over? Or to commemorate the genocide of an entire people, culture and/or religion because what those things didn't represent was Christianity?
Jesus weeps for you fuckers!
Ya know, after World War 2, I don't recall the history books talking about how Germans couldn't leave Germany or that there was this massive revolt to all things German. Let's face it, they allowed the killing of 6-12 (some say 21) million people! If any group deserves to be demonized, it's Germans. Does that make me racist? Or just a culturalist asshole like the rest of you?!?!
Yes, thousands died on September 11th of 2001. Not all of them where American and Christian. Many countries lost someone. As did many faiths. This may, MAY, have been an attack by Muslim Extremists. I still think it was planned and executed by Americans to push us to war.
Read this to see what I mean, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/False_flag
Either way, September 11th succeeded in one thing, it created an environment to sow the seeds of hate and fear of all things Islam. Fuck that and you if you've fallen for that trick.
The United States of America jailed thousands of Japanese-Americans in WW2. We've raped and pillaged this land from the Native Americans and continue to do so. We held onto slavery for greed and profit and still hate and demonize those who are the descendants of those slaves. We've not apologized. We've not even bothered to fix the wrongs we created. Yet we are so fucking righteous about hating and fighting Islam because of the supposed actions of a few idiots.
What about The Unabomber? Or Timothy McVeigh? Why are these terrorists seemingly alright but browned skin toned ones aren't? Well, they must be alright, they are just misguided Americans, how could I be so stupid. They ain't forigeners. Oops, my bad.
Fucking cunts.
Why doesn't anyone in the USA ever take notice that the seemingly vast majority of home grown terrorists are white, male and Christian? KKK, Christian paramilitary groups, CIA, child molesters, etc. Why, WHY is this ignored?
I'm not saying that extremism in Islam doesn't exists, it does. But extremism exists in all religions and groups. Gay, straight, Christian, Jewish, Mormon, Scientology, Pagan/Wiccan, Feminists. Hell, for fuck sake, we created Osama bin Laden! We made the Taliban and Saddam!!! We gave them the tools and education. Then we dumped 'em when they where no longer useful to us. Typical.
So build the Center in Manhattan! If anything, it isn't a slap in the face to those who died that day but a slap in the face to the supposed terrorists who allegedly killed all those people because they didn't win! Not allowing it to be built gives them the victory and the power. Don't you get it? Bombing us or throwing planes into buildings doesn't kill or tear down The United States. We are doing the job for them! All it took was one day of terror and fear. One day. And we have over-reacted to the point that we are slowly deconstructing our Constitution. We are in fear of any Muslim, or those we think may be. We don't need Islamic Extremists to destroy and take our freedom, we are doing it to ourselves. Just a little fear in the right places makes you act like Chicken Little's. And you aren't stopping to look at who's really winning in all this. The rich! Plain and simple, the rich are winning because this fear is lining their pockets like nothing else has. Congrats USA, you've done what they wanted. You've made them richer by being stupid and controllable.
The builing of this Mosque is a testament to our Founding Fathers, The First Amendment, to The United States of America, to those who died nine years ago and to us. Building this Mosque solidifies our belief in religious freedom and freedom in general.
This is just like putting Gay Marriage up for a vote. When the majority (silent minority) votes on the rights of a minority (a group of people), you lose your Democracy and Freedom and replace it with Fascism. Because as soon as the majority (vocal minority) finishes with the LGBT 'Community' and Muslims, then they'll start coming after everyone else who disagrees with them, the minority (a.k.a. the silent majority).
Welcome to the start of a Christian Dominion, The Christian States of America or Jesusland.
Like I said, Jesus weeps for you fuckers. Most Christians these days are the anti-Christ they've supposedly been preparing to fight. And I don't pity any of you who help in the chaos you're starting.
You reap what you sow.
Jesus weeps for you fuckers!
Ya know, after World War 2, I don't recall the history books talking about how Germans couldn't leave Germany or that there was this massive revolt to all things German. Let's face it, they allowed the killing of 6-12 (some say 21) million people! If any group deserves to be demonized, it's Germans. Does that make me racist? Or just a culturalist asshole like the rest of you?!?!
Yes, thousands died on September 11th of 2001. Not all of them where American and Christian. Many countries lost someone. As did many faiths. This may, MAY, have been an attack by Muslim Extremists. I still think it was planned and executed by Americans to push us to war.
Read this to see what I mean, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/False_flag
Either way, September 11th succeeded in one thing, it created an environment to sow the seeds of hate and fear of all things Islam. Fuck that and you if you've fallen for that trick.
The United States of America jailed thousands of Japanese-Americans in WW2. We've raped and pillaged this land from the Native Americans and continue to do so. We held onto slavery for greed and profit and still hate and demonize those who are the descendants of those slaves. We've not apologized. We've not even bothered to fix the wrongs we created. Yet we are so fucking righteous about hating and fighting Islam because of the supposed actions of a few idiots.
What about The Unabomber? Or Timothy McVeigh? Why are these terrorists seemingly alright but browned skin toned ones aren't? Well, they must be alright, they are just misguided Americans, how could I be so stupid. They ain't forigeners. Oops, my bad.
Fucking cunts.
Why doesn't anyone in the USA ever take notice that the seemingly vast majority of home grown terrorists are white, male and Christian? KKK, Christian paramilitary groups, CIA, child molesters, etc. Why, WHY is this ignored?
I'm not saying that extremism in Islam doesn't exists, it does. But extremism exists in all religions and groups. Gay, straight, Christian, Jewish, Mormon, Scientology, Pagan/Wiccan, Feminists. Hell, for fuck sake, we created Osama bin Laden! We made the Taliban and Saddam!!! We gave them the tools and education. Then we dumped 'em when they where no longer useful to us. Typical.
So build the Center in Manhattan! If anything, it isn't a slap in the face to those who died that day but a slap in the face to the supposed terrorists who allegedly killed all those people because they didn't win! Not allowing it to be built gives them the victory and the power. Don't you get it? Bombing us or throwing planes into buildings doesn't kill or tear down The United States. We are doing the job for them! All it took was one day of terror and fear. One day. And we have over-reacted to the point that we are slowly deconstructing our Constitution. We are in fear of any Muslim, or those we think may be. We don't need Islamic Extremists to destroy and take our freedom, we are doing it to ourselves. Just a little fear in the right places makes you act like Chicken Little's. And you aren't stopping to look at who's really winning in all this. The rich! Plain and simple, the rich are winning because this fear is lining their pockets like nothing else has. Congrats USA, you've done what they wanted. You've made them richer by being stupid and controllable.
The builing of this Mosque is a testament to our Founding Fathers, The First Amendment, to The United States of America, to those who died nine years ago and to us. Building this Mosque solidifies our belief in religious freedom and freedom in general.
This is just like putting Gay Marriage up for a vote. When the majority (silent minority) votes on the rights of a minority (a group of people), you lose your Democracy and Freedom and replace it with Fascism. Because as soon as the majority (vocal minority) finishes with the LGBT 'Community' and Muslims, then they'll start coming after everyone else who disagrees with them, the minority (a.k.a. the silent majority).
Welcome to the start of a Christian Dominion, The Christian States of America or Jesusland.
Like I said, Jesus weeps for you fuckers. Most Christians these days are the anti-Christ they've supposedly been preparing to fight. And I don't pity any of you who help in the chaos you're starting.
You reap what you sow.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
The Wonderful World of Me
OK, so it's been a while. What-the-fuck-ever, I've been trying to get to it.
So, I went to go see 'Metropolis' at a local indie movie theatre recently. This version of the film, originally debuted in 1927, was as fully restored as can be expected. The movie was originally 153 minutes long when it first debuted in Berlin, Wiemar Republic(Germany), but is now 147 minutes. For years, it was only 90 minutes due to what was cut for the American release was lost. But over the years, parts have been found and in June of 2008 in Argentina, a copy of the whole version was found, but unfortunately 6 minutes couldn't be recovered due to it being too deteriorated.
But let me say that what I saw was more amazing than the 90 minute version I've seen!! For a silent film (with the original score preformed by orchestra) it was better than most of what Whorewood has put out in recent years. And it was the most expensive Silent Film made! If you ever see it, you'll see why. But it also it the most influential Sci-Fi Film of all time. It set the stage for 'Blade Runner' and 'The Matrix' Trilogy and has been the main influence of Queen's "Radio Ga Ga" and Madonna's "Express Yourself" videos. Trust me, see this newly restored version.
Well, this weekend has been a major blast and I've had so much fun. Just me and The Hubby, we needed it.
Friday after work, we went to a local Japanese place called Sekisui and ate some good sushi. Love me some sushi!! And Sekisui has the best that I've had in St. Louis thus far. And the sake ain't too bad either.
Then Saturday the Hubby and I went to Pere Marquette Park in Grafton, Illinois. It's a beautiful park with great views from the river bluffs. We played a game of chess on the floor of The Main Lodge, Hubby won. I say on the floor since the board is about 15 feet by 15 feet and the pieces are the size of kids. It's the first time I've ever gotten the chance to do that in all the years I've been going there, so much fun. I love chess, not that I'm the best, I just love playing it. After that, we went into Grafton itself and walked around. It's a great little town on the Mississippi. And the drive on The Great River Road there and back are beautiful with eagles and hawks flying overhead and the Mississippi on one side.
When we got home, we didn't go out since we where done looking at the inside of a car. But we ate good at a local Vietnamese place called Mekong. Then off to our favorite place in our neighborhood, MoKaBe's, a local LGBT owned and operated coffeehouse. It's our home away from home.
But today was the icing on the cake! We went to Crown Candy in Old North City. Holy fucking Gods! The food is always good, but it is the malts that make the trip so worth it! No where will you find a better malt, hands down. The Hubby has been around the world, thanks to his years in the military, and he has said that there's not a better malt to be found anywhere. We got some candy there (they make their own chocolate!). We got two bags of string licorice, a bag of retro candy (it's got Mary Jane[not that kind!] and Cow Tail candy in it) and half a pound of dark chocolate Nonpareil (my absolute favorite candy!!!). So good!
Still have the rest of our Sunday to get through and I'm loving where it's heading already! All is well in my world and I'm actually happy and relaxed from the first time in quite a while. It's nice, but I'm so not used to it, so I'm a little paranoid. But I'm rolling with it. At the least, it's been a mana building weekend. Need more like this.
While I'm writing this I'm listening to some good music and digesting, building more mana and just loving my weekend. Now I'm thinking it may be good to nap for a few. Maybe, we'll see. May go for a walk, it's finally nice out and not 100 degrees with 90% or more humidity. But then, it's St. Louis. If you don't like the weather, wait a few minutes, it'll change.
So, I went to go see 'Metropolis' at a local indie movie theatre recently. This version of the film, originally debuted in 1927, was as fully restored as can be expected. The movie was originally 153 minutes long when it first debuted in Berlin, Wiemar Republic(Germany), but is now 147 minutes. For years, it was only 90 minutes due to what was cut for the American release was lost. But over the years, parts have been found and in June of 2008 in Argentina, a copy of the whole version was found, but unfortunately 6 minutes couldn't be recovered due to it being too deteriorated.
But let me say that what I saw was more amazing than the 90 minute version I've seen!! For a silent film (with the original score preformed by orchestra) it was better than most of what Whorewood has put out in recent years. And it was the most expensive Silent Film made! If you ever see it, you'll see why. But it also it the most influential Sci-Fi Film of all time. It set the stage for 'Blade Runner' and 'The Matrix' Trilogy and has been the main influence of Queen's "Radio Ga Ga" and Madonna's "Express Yourself" videos. Trust me, see this newly restored version.
Well, this weekend has been a major blast and I've had so much fun. Just me and The Hubby, we needed it.
Friday after work, we went to a local Japanese place called Sekisui and ate some good sushi. Love me some sushi!! And Sekisui has the best that I've had in St. Louis thus far. And the sake ain't too bad either.
Then Saturday the Hubby and I went to Pere Marquette Park in Grafton, Illinois. It's a beautiful park with great views from the river bluffs. We played a game of chess on the floor of The Main Lodge, Hubby won. I say on the floor since the board is about 15 feet by 15 feet and the pieces are the size of kids. It's the first time I've ever gotten the chance to do that in all the years I've been going there, so much fun. I love chess, not that I'm the best, I just love playing it. After that, we went into Grafton itself and walked around. It's a great little town on the Mississippi. And the drive on The Great River Road there and back are beautiful with eagles and hawks flying overhead and the Mississippi on one side.
When we got home, we didn't go out since we where done looking at the inside of a car. But we ate good at a local Vietnamese place called Mekong. Then off to our favorite place in our neighborhood, MoKaBe's, a local LGBT owned and operated coffeehouse. It's our home away from home.
But today was the icing on the cake! We went to Crown Candy in Old North City. Holy fucking Gods! The food is always good, but it is the malts that make the trip so worth it! No where will you find a better malt, hands down. The Hubby has been around the world, thanks to his years in the military, and he has said that there's not a better malt to be found anywhere. We got some candy there (they make their own chocolate!). We got two bags of string licorice, a bag of retro candy (it's got Mary Jane[not that kind!] and Cow Tail candy in it) and half a pound of dark chocolate Nonpareil (my absolute favorite candy!!!). So good!
Still have the rest of our Sunday to get through and I'm loving where it's heading already! All is well in my world and I'm actually happy and relaxed from the first time in quite a while. It's nice, but I'm so not used to it, so I'm a little paranoid. But I'm rolling with it. At the least, it's been a mana building weekend. Need more like this.
While I'm writing this I'm listening to some good music and digesting, building more mana and just loving my weekend. Now I'm thinking it may be good to nap for a few. Maybe, we'll see. May go for a walk, it's finally nice out and not 100 degrees with 90% or more humidity. But then, it's St. Louis. If you don't like the weather, wait a few minutes, it'll change.
Monday, August 2, 2010
Worries about The Hubby
I'm worried about my Hubby.
About five or six weeks ago he went to Rochester, New York to visit his twin brother for a week. It was great for them both. I thought it was a wonderful idea. The problem has come up just within the last week or so, that I've noticed. Hubby has tried to get in touch with The Twin, to no avail.
They haven't spoken since the trip and Hubby is thinking he did something wrong to piss of The Twin. I got the same issue when there's no contact after a while with those I'm close to, I start thinking I did something wrong.
After a 30 year separation, these two reconnect on Facebook and start the process of getting to know each other again. And I tell you, I couldn't have been more happy for them both when they reconnected. I mean, come on, you're a twin who hasn't seen your 'other self' since you where 10?! Who wouldn't be happy for you?
And he's tried to get in touch with The Twin, for weeks now. And nothing. Not a quick e-mail or call saying "Hey, still alive, just got crazy busy" or "Sorry I didn't get back with you, something came up." Not even an Instant Message or a snail mail letter!
I can see how it hurts and irks The Hubby. Fuck, I'd feel the same way in his shoes. I do hope all is well on that end of the relationship and that The Twin is just super busy. But still, in my opinion, a quick five minute call isn't too much to do for your long lost/recently found twin. But that's me. I don't know the situation or circumstances. And that's fair to say. I also get life can get hellish (believe me, I know). However, I just don't see what can be so hectic and time consuming that at some point in your day that you can't drop a line. Again, that's just me.
If you got time to read a non-related (to whatever it is your doing) blog/article/news feed or watch a video somewhere on the Net or even play a video game/MMORPG of some sort, then you got the time to call/e-mail your twin.
I'm just sayin'.
About five or six weeks ago he went to Rochester, New York to visit his twin brother for a week. It was great for them both. I thought it was a wonderful idea. The problem has come up just within the last week or so, that I've noticed. Hubby has tried to get in touch with The Twin, to no avail.
They haven't spoken since the trip and Hubby is thinking he did something wrong to piss of The Twin. I got the same issue when there's no contact after a while with those I'm close to, I start thinking I did something wrong.
After a 30 year separation, these two reconnect on Facebook and start the process of getting to know each other again. And I tell you, I couldn't have been more happy for them both when they reconnected. I mean, come on, you're a twin who hasn't seen your 'other self' since you where 10?! Who wouldn't be happy for you?
And he's tried to get in touch with The Twin, for weeks now. And nothing. Not a quick e-mail or call saying "Hey, still alive, just got crazy busy" or "Sorry I didn't get back with you, something came up." Not even an Instant Message or a snail mail letter!
I can see how it hurts and irks The Hubby. Fuck, I'd feel the same way in his shoes. I do hope all is well on that end of the relationship and that The Twin is just super busy. But still, in my opinion, a quick five minute call isn't too much to do for your long lost/recently found twin. But that's me. I don't know the situation or circumstances. And that's fair to say. I also get life can get hellish (believe me, I know). However, I just don't see what can be so hectic and time consuming that at some point in your day that you can't drop a line. Again, that's just me.
If you got time to read a non-related (to whatever it is your doing) blog/article/news feed or watch a video somewhere on the Net or even play a video game/MMORPG of some sort, then you got the time to call/e-mail your twin.
I'm just sayin'.
Comment on comments 3
I have to say to the lovely stalker Anonymous, I know who you are. Or at least I got a real good idea who you may be. There really wasn't much of a list to pick from.
Also, I have to say;
1. Thank you for stalking me, I enjoy feeling wanted
2. The power you give me is great, due to the cowardice in your lack of identification. While I have an idea of who you are, there is a thrill in not knowing my fan. Love a good mystery.
3. The sheer weirdness of you is great, I love it.
4. With your comments, they show a lot about you. That's the great thing about the Net and the anonymity it gives, it allows people to show the innermost working of themselves with this idea that they can be anonymous. But your not, provided I'm right in who I think you are Anonymous.
At the end of the day, you keep showing your obsession with me. However, I encourage it at the same time. I'm an attention whore, what can I say?
Oh, by the way, that comment on being an idiot for Islamism? Um, Islam would have worked much better than Islamism. Mind you, I do not support that comment and the only reason I allowed it to go up was to show the sheer stupidity of your own idiot status. Frankly, changing some words here and there in that comment can easily be made to show how people can be an idiot for Christianism. Oh, wait. Better to use Christianity. We must be correct in how we use words, one doesn't want to be viewed as a total moron when giving a dissertation on how one sees the world.
Unless you're me and just don't give a fuck.
So Anonymous, keep on stalking me and leaving comments. I feel all pretty when you do. Smooches!
Also, I have to say;
1. Thank you for stalking me, I enjoy feeling wanted
2. The power you give me is great, due to the cowardice in your lack of identification. While I have an idea of who you are, there is a thrill in not knowing my fan. Love a good mystery.
3. The sheer weirdness of you is great, I love it.
4. With your comments, they show a lot about you. That's the great thing about the Net and the anonymity it gives, it allows people to show the innermost working of themselves with this idea that they can be anonymous. But your not, provided I'm right in who I think you are Anonymous.
At the end of the day, you keep showing your obsession with me. However, I encourage it at the same time. I'm an attention whore, what can I say?
Oh, by the way, that comment on being an idiot for Islamism? Um, Islam would have worked much better than Islamism. Mind you, I do not support that comment and the only reason I allowed it to go up was to show the sheer stupidity of your own idiot status. Frankly, changing some words here and there in that comment can easily be made to show how people can be an idiot for Christianism. Oh, wait. Better to use Christianity. We must be correct in how we use words, one doesn't want to be viewed as a total moron when giving a dissertation on how one sees the world.
Unless you're me and just don't give a fuck.
So Anonymous, keep on stalking me and leaving comments. I feel all pretty when you do. Smooches!
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