I know I been missing in action for a little bit and I'm sorry for that. Let this get away from me when I wanted to keep it up. Shtako happens.
But I'm gonna rant for a bit, take it back a little.
I ain't worried about no one but me cuz at the end of the day, Karma breaks everyone down the same! Haters gonna hate, bitches gonna be fake and snitches gonna get caught. I'm gonna keep it real and on point, don't get it twisted.
Someone showed up in my life for a few hours and messed up my atmosphere. But I'm back. They tried they best but I ain't throw down like I wanted to. Got too much respect for some folk to mess up their time. Yet all that had me thinking about some stuff and I've come to the mindset that some people come into your life to twist it up a bit. That's just The Divine testing you. And baby, did It test me last night! And these people I'm speaking about? They are just born to be in the way and to fill space. That was this little frakker.
But I ain't worried. And granted, this frakker may be a good person and that last night wasn't they night. I am willing to give second chances. Yet I can't shake the feeling that we won't get along, hell I ain't like them as soon as I met 'em. And the friends I was with vouched for this bar fly. Fine and dandy, but that don't change a thing in my book.
This yahoo struck me as only being good for a suck and fuck, maybe a few other things. But nothing that stood out. Again, sure, maybe they're decent and good and last night was not their night. I get all that. But I'm still really annoyed at what went down cuz I was so damn close to having they face meet the bar or railing after I choked they ass with their scarf!
But it is what it is and I ain't gonna be worried over it. If this becomes a common thing in any possible future meetings, then it'll be a worry. If not and we do get along after a bumpy start? A better alternative in my eyes. Still, faggot don't play. Hope this (seems to be) waste of DNA got a warning about what almost happened, cuz I pulled my people aside and explained the situation.
What the frak ever, it's done and over now.
Saturday, January 11, 2014
Friday, September 20, 2013
Tuesday, September 17, 2013
Thoughts about religious picking and choosing
It's very interesting to me how so many so called Christians can drop verses from The Bible but ignore so many passages that just so happen to go against what they are spewing. Or regurgitating from what they've been told by their particular Pulpit. Now don't get me wrong, not all Christians are nuts or raving lunatics. There are far more good and true Christians out there, I just wish they'd speak up and drown out the nuts who've done so much damage to Christianity.
That said, I watched a video today that made me pick up my Bible. Yes, I have one. I also own a copy of The Torah and Al-Qur'an, plus a copy of The Tanakh and The Book of Latter Day Saints. So in the video mentioned a passage from The Bible, Matthew 6.1-8, the one that deals with Jesus speaking about prayer and I found it rather interesting how many people seem to honestly go against that teaching. Be it that they've not read the passage or just ignore it completely. The video also talked about how Jesus would be responded to today by American Conservatives, a Socialist to be mocked and demonized. And that speaks to a larger truth about how Jesus is used against His teachings for votes or to sway people to a particular viewpoint.
I wonder how different everything would be if people would read about Jesus and truly live by His teachings. As a Pagan, I can sit on the outside looking in and that is such an important place to be for a Christian. I can sit and point these situations out. The same is true for the reverse and I enjoy those times, when approached with calm and respect. Golden Rule and all.
Another part of The Bible I enjoy is Matthew 8.5-13, Jesus speaking with The Centurion. Now, we tend to assume that The Centurion is a Christian by the teachings so many get from The Pulpit. But if we step back and look at what Jesus said at Matthew 8.13, we see that The Centurion may just be a Pagan because of the statement of "Go; let it be done for you according to your faith." It's as if Jesus either knows The Centurion is of Roman belief by claiming for The Centurion to go and handle the situation according to his faith.
This is all by my interpretation and can't be held to a solid claim unless Jesus comes back and tells us. But all belief and faith is interpretation. It can't be held to rigid doctrine, that's why so many Christian denominations exist now. Hell, even Judaic and Islam are comprised of their own denominations. But so do so many Pagan beliefs. Human nature I guess.
I just think that it is interesting and education for anyone to read about Jesus and really pay attention to His teachings. Not just for Christians, but anyone who wants to be educated in all forms of how Humans view The Divine.
Surah 31.18: And do not turn your face away from people in contempt, nor go about the land exulting overmuch; surely Allah does not love any self-conceited boaster
Matthew 6.5: And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by others. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full
That said, I watched a video today that made me pick up my Bible. Yes, I have one. I also own a copy of The Torah and Al-Qur'an, plus a copy of The Tanakh and The Book of Latter Day Saints. So in the video mentioned a passage from The Bible, Matthew 6.1-8, the one that deals with Jesus speaking about prayer and I found it rather interesting how many people seem to honestly go against that teaching. Be it that they've not read the passage or just ignore it completely. The video also talked about how Jesus would be responded to today by American Conservatives, a Socialist to be mocked and demonized. And that speaks to a larger truth about how Jesus is used against His teachings for votes or to sway people to a particular viewpoint.
I wonder how different everything would be if people would read about Jesus and truly live by His teachings. As a Pagan, I can sit on the outside looking in and that is such an important place to be for a Christian. I can sit and point these situations out. The same is true for the reverse and I enjoy those times, when approached with calm and respect. Golden Rule and all.
Another part of The Bible I enjoy is Matthew 8.5-13, Jesus speaking with The Centurion. Now, we tend to assume that The Centurion is a Christian by the teachings so many get from The Pulpit. But if we step back and look at what Jesus said at Matthew 8.13, we see that The Centurion may just be a Pagan because of the statement of "Go; let it be done for you according to your faith." It's as if Jesus either knows The Centurion is of Roman belief by claiming for The Centurion to go and handle the situation according to his faith.
This is all by my interpretation and can't be held to a solid claim unless Jesus comes back and tells us. But all belief and faith is interpretation. It can't be held to rigid doctrine, that's why so many Christian denominations exist now. Hell, even Judaic and Islam are comprised of their own denominations. But so do so many Pagan beliefs. Human nature I guess.
I just think that it is interesting and education for anyone to read about Jesus and really pay attention to His teachings. Not just for Christians, but anyone who wants to be educated in all forms of how Humans view The Divine.
Surah 31.18: And do not turn your face away from people in contempt, nor go about the land exulting overmuch; surely Allah does not love any self-conceited boaster
Matthew 6.5: And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by others. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full
Friday, August 2, 2013
Sandro needs to be slapped/Сандро необходимо хлопнул
I love "Project Runway". I can admit this freely. As a gay man, I seem to be genetically pulled toward fashion and clothes design. Just like I'm pulled towards strong women and Cher. I'm also pulled toward knowledge and seeking it out for the sake of knowing it but that comes from how I was raised.
I also love culture. I'm strongly pulled to Japanese culture due to the intricacies and the beauty of the various levels of it. There's a facade put on that I've noticed (maybe to an outsider it appears as such) and that privacy is highly valued. I love the foods of Japan and the people are kind and generous, if a little weird, but I'm fine with that. I like weird.
I also love Russian culture because of the beauty I see in it. Amazing works of literature, music and art have come out of Russia. The Russian people are not ones to be messed with and I really respect that.
Then there's the dark side of any culture. Japanese culture can be very ridged and inflexible and very resistant to change. As for Russian culture, it's seemingly very egotistical, misogynistic and self-centered. And I'm the first to acknowledge that in both Japanese and Russian cultures, the downsides aren't true in every example. They are just the extremes I see. And there are wonderful people who come out of these referenced cultures who are the very opposite of the examples I cite.
However, as I write this and watch the latest season of "Project Runway", I'm shocked by the sheer horrid example that a current contestant is setting for the American audience in regards to Russians. Sandro Masmanidi is a Russian immigrant living in New York City and he has consistently shown to be the worst in stereotypical behavior from a Russian male. Egotistical, misogynistic, rude, arrogant and seemingly oblivious to his own behavior. Now I know I'm writing this as a citizen of The United States who's never gone abroad. But with what I've read, seen about Russia and have experienced from Russians in my own life, he's a bad example for Mother Russia and her people.
I'm waiting for this little Russian Bomb to blow. He's putting on a good show to hide the side of him he evidently considers as weak, but that's eroding quickly. His anger scares me. I've seen Russian Rage first hand, it isn't pretty.
Again, I write this as I see the world and by how, where and when I was raised. That's a Human failing and strength. It gives perspective. I just hope Sandro doesn't hurt anyone when he finally blows up, himself included. Maybe someone, somewhere, somewhen will get him to see that he doesn't need to act the way he was taught. I don't. But in the end, it's all a matter of choice.
Я люблю "Project Runway". Я могу признать, что это свободно. Как веселый человек, я, кажется, генетически притягивается к моды и дизайна одежды. Так же, как я потянул к сильным женщинам и Шер. Я также притягивается к знаниям и искать его ради зная его, но это идет от того, как я был воспитан.
Я тоже люблю культуру. Я решительно потянулась к японской культуре из-за тонкости и красоте различных уровнях его. Там в фасад надеть, что я заметил (может быть, для постороннего кажется, как таковой) и что конфиденциальность является высоко ценится. Я люблю продукты из Японии и люди добры и щедры, если немного странно, но я в порядке с этим. Мне нравится странно.
Я также люблю русскую культуру из-за красоты я вижу в нем. Удивительные произведения литературы, музыки и искусства пришли из России. Русский народ не, чтобы быть перепутано с, и я действительно уважаю это.
Тогда есть темная сторона любой культуры. Японская культура может быть очень ребристых и негибкой и очень устойчивы к изменениям. Что касается русской культуры, это казалось бы, очень эгоистическое, женоненавистник и эгоцентричны. И я первым признаю, что в японском и русской культур, недостатки не являются истинными в каждом примере. Они просто крайности я вижу. И есть замечательные люди, которые выходят из этих культур, которые ссылаются те самые противоположные примеры я привожу.
Тем не менее, когда я пишу это и посмотреть последний сезон "Project Runway", я в шоке от огромного ужасного примера, что текущий участник ставит перед американской аудиторией в отношении русских. Сандро Masmanidi является русский иммигрант, живущий в Нью-Йорке, и он неизменно являются худшими в стереотип поведения, от русского мужчины. Egotistical, женоненавистник, грубый, высокомерный и, казалось, не обращая внимания на свое поведение. Теперь я знаю, я пишу это как гражданин США, который никогда не уехал за границу. Но с тем, что я читал, видел о России и испытали от русских в моей собственной жизни, он плохой пример для Матери России и ее народа.
Я жду, когда эта маленькая русская бомба взорвать. Он положить на хорошее шоу, чтобы скрыть его сторону он, видимо, считает слабым, но это подрывает быстро. Его гнев меня пугает. Я видел русский Ярость первых рук, это не красиво.
Опять же, я пишу это, как я вижу мир и как, где и когда я был воспитан. Это человеческой слабости и силы. Это дает перспективу. Я просто надеюсь, что Сандро не повредит никому, когда он, наконец, взрывается, включая его самого. Может быть, кто-то, где-то, когда-нибудь получит, чтобы он видел, что ему не нужно действовать так, как его учили. Я не делаю. Но в конце концов, все это вопрос выбора.
I also love culture. I'm strongly pulled to Japanese culture due to the intricacies and the beauty of the various levels of it. There's a facade put on that I've noticed (maybe to an outsider it appears as such) and that privacy is highly valued. I love the foods of Japan and the people are kind and generous, if a little weird, but I'm fine with that. I like weird.
I also love Russian culture because of the beauty I see in it. Amazing works of literature, music and art have come out of Russia. The Russian people are not ones to be messed with and I really respect that.
Then there's the dark side of any culture. Japanese culture can be very ridged and inflexible and very resistant to change. As for Russian culture, it's seemingly very egotistical, misogynistic and self-centered. And I'm the first to acknowledge that in both Japanese and Russian cultures, the downsides aren't true in every example. They are just the extremes I see. And there are wonderful people who come out of these referenced cultures who are the very opposite of the examples I cite.
However, as I write this and watch the latest season of "Project Runway", I'm shocked by the sheer horrid example that a current contestant is setting for the American audience in regards to Russians. Sandro Masmanidi is a Russian immigrant living in New York City and he has consistently shown to be the worst in stereotypical behavior from a Russian male. Egotistical, misogynistic, rude, arrogant and seemingly oblivious to his own behavior. Now I know I'm writing this as a citizen of The United States who's never gone abroad. But with what I've read, seen about Russia and have experienced from Russians in my own life, he's a bad example for Mother Russia and her people.
I'm waiting for this little Russian Bomb to blow. He's putting on a good show to hide the side of him he evidently considers as weak, but that's eroding quickly. His anger scares me. I've seen Russian Rage first hand, it isn't pretty.
Again, I write this as I see the world and by how, where and when I was raised. That's a Human failing and strength. It gives perspective. I just hope Sandro doesn't hurt anyone when he finally blows up, himself included. Maybe someone, somewhere, somewhen will get him to see that he doesn't need to act the way he was taught. I don't. But in the end, it's all a matter of choice.
Я люблю "Project Runway". Я могу признать, что это свободно. Как веселый человек, я, кажется, генетически притягивается к моды и дизайна одежды. Так же, как я потянул к сильным женщинам и Шер. Я также притягивается к знаниям и искать его ради зная его, но это идет от того, как я был воспитан.
Я тоже люблю культуру. Я решительно потянулась к японской культуре из-за тонкости и красоте различных уровнях его. Там в фасад надеть, что я заметил (может быть, для постороннего кажется, как таковой) и что конфиденциальность является высоко ценится. Я люблю продукты из Японии и люди добры и щедры, если немного странно, но я в порядке с этим. Мне нравится странно.
Я также люблю русскую культуру из-за красоты я вижу в нем. Удивительные произведения литературы, музыки и искусства пришли из России. Русский народ не, чтобы быть перепутано с, и я действительно уважаю это.
Тогда есть темная сторона любой культуры. Японская культура может быть очень ребристых и негибкой и очень устойчивы к изменениям. Что касается русской культуры, это казалось бы, очень эгоистическое, женоненавистник и эгоцентричны. И я первым признаю, что в японском и русской культур, недостатки не являются истинными в каждом примере. Они просто крайности я вижу. И есть замечательные люди, которые выходят из этих культур, которые ссылаются те самые противоположные примеры я привожу.
Тем не менее, когда я пишу это и посмотреть последний сезон "Project Runway", я в шоке от огромного ужасного примера, что текущий участник ставит перед американской аудиторией в отношении русских. Сандро Masmanidi является русский иммигрант, живущий в Нью-Йорке, и он неизменно являются худшими в стереотип поведения, от русского мужчины. Egotistical, женоненавистник, грубый, высокомерный и, казалось, не обращая внимания на свое поведение. Теперь я знаю, я пишу это как гражданин США, который никогда не уехал за границу. Но с тем, что я читал, видел о России и испытали от русских в моей собственной жизни, он плохой пример для Матери России и ее народа.
Я жду, когда эта маленькая русская бомба взорвать. Он положить на хорошее шоу, чтобы скрыть его сторону он, видимо, считает слабым, но это подрывает быстро. Его гнев меня пугает. Я видел русский Ярость первых рук, это не красиво.
Опять же, я пишу это, как я вижу мир и как, где и когда я был воспитан. Это человеческой слабости и силы. Это дает перспективу. Я просто надеюсь, что Сандро не повредит никому, когда он, наконец, взрывается, включая его самого. Может быть, кто-то, где-то, когда-нибудь получит, чтобы он видел, что ему не нужно действовать так, как его учили. Я не делаю. Но в конце концов, все это вопрос выбора.
What the hazmana is wrong with some poeple?!
OK, so while on vacation in beautiful Medina, Ohio I found out some shtako that I didn't know about and am thankful that I didn't watch. I knew about '2 Girls 1 Cup', hell I only got 30 seconds into it before I ran out of the room screaming. I also know about the sequel '2 Girls 1 Finger' and only got 5 seconds into that before I got sick.
But now I find out about '1 Guy 1 Jar'? Oh hell no! There is no Gods damned frakkin' way I'm gonna subject my self to that drek! The reaction videos on YouTube are enough for me to know what happens and to know that I do not want to ever see that! And I'm really open minded. But seriously? I'm sorry, but my mind don't open that far! I'm also a kinky bastard, but there are some things that for me go way beyond The Safe, Sane and Consensual Rule.
And if there are more of these types of videos out there, I do not want or need to know about them. Ever.
But now I find out about '1 Guy 1 Jar'? Oh hell no! There is no Gods damned frakkin' way I'm gonna subject my self to that drek! The reaction videos on YouTube are enough for me to know what happens and to know that I do not want to ever see that! And I'm really open minded. But seriously? I'm sorry, but my mind don't open that far! I'm also a kinky bastard, but there are some things that for me go way beyond The Safe, Sane and Consensual Rule.
And if there are more of these types of videos out there, I do not want or need to know about them. Ever.
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