My unabsolution

Monsters stir
In the dark recesses
Of my mind.

I can't fight them
Only herd them
In the direction
Of my unabsolution.

My heart is broken
Beaten and done.

Can I love,
Like a free
Caged dove?

I'm going numb,
Bit by bit,
Body part by body part.

Will I know
When the numbness
Enters my mind?

Will I care
That I can not
Care no longer?

I'm falling
Falling apart
And no one
Not anyone
Can hear my screams
Of agony's dying breath.