Ant Hill Mountain

My recent blog post has caused exactly what I thought it would. To call out a spade for being a spade, the person I blogged about is the twin of my Hubby. He cut off my Hubby for 10 years because he thinks I owe him an apology for making a comment, in August of 2009 on my long dead MySpace blog, about how I though it would be hot to be with twins. This was after The Hubby had been contacted by his twin after 30 years of separation. Innocent enough, so I thought.

Well apparently The Twin thinks differently. Here's the thing, I'd apologize wholeheartedly if it was truly an issue. Here's why I think this...it's been over 2 years! Why is this such an issue now? Why didn't you ask for an apology in September of 2009 when you came for a weekend visit or at Thanksgiving of the same year? I think it's because he wants to use an issue with me to control The Hubby and/or get me irate to play me off as unstable to then use me to get The Hubby to do what he wants. I say this because of some comments he left me for my previous post but more so because he demanded an apology from me so much that when I said no (for the moment, I felt that he should speak to me directly about it first and made that clear), he de-friended and blocked The Hubby on Facebook directly after saying he'll not speak to him until October of 2021. Yeah, totally broke off that line of communication, but all lines of it because he can't speak to me about an issue that he's had ample opportunity to do so. He wants the apology in writing and officially stamped! Yeah, not playing that game. More so to the point of if I do this now, what demands will be made of me later? And it wasn't that big an issue, he made it one. This stupidity has spiraled out of control and he lays the blame at my feet!

Example? Here:
Thanks to you , I will never ever talk , see , or visit my Twin Brother for the rest of His natural life . Thank you for killing off dead any possible relationship I will ever have with him . I hate you with the coldest furies of hell . Timothy is dead to me now .
Thank you . You Shitfuckcunt, I hope you are happy now .

You wanted a " Hater " , so i gave you a "Hater" .
Why is it i play your game way better then you do ? You Blog this as Theraputic Catharsim .
I AM older then you , smarter then you , sneakyer then you , a WAY better actor , And Evil . I will hurt you , and you will love me for it .
The Twin played his role perfectly . Hat's off to the Twin . Well done .
Erick , you have just been "Played" . Yes , you believed everything I Im'ed The Twin , because he believed it , thus convinced you .
And you fell for it.
You are a duesche .
If you believe everything I ever said about Hateing you and everthing I convinced you to believe , it shows you are VERY weak minded .
You want drama , i gave you drama. You are welcome .
The joke is on you for not questioning everthing .

Lesson is , there is no such thing as truth . If The Twin used the 4 principles i taught him , my sharade would have never passed the smell test .

People make people believe things and make them have an emotional response , forceing a specific action to get a specific resault.

Thus I played you .

You are easy .

You have just been Snark Bitten you Shitfuckcunt ...

Call me Sat afternoon and I will tell you how I pulled this off .

Best way to convince someone of a lie is to believe in your own shit , and not betray that belief , untill the operation id over ... And this lesson is over .

Glad to provide "Enrichment" and material for your blog you ideot ...

Maybe I can make this easy and clear , after some careful thought , I do love my brother very much .I promiss not to talk about you to him . I just want a relationship with my brother, not with you . I dont know you , if you can understand , and I would like some privacy with him . I feel , in my time I am getting reaquainted with him , that you are impossing ( superimposing ) yourself between us , and that confuses me greatly . I will respect you and your relationship with your Hubby , just let me have my relationship with my brother , without your intefearing between us . I dont have a relationship with the sisters boyfriend , so I dont see why i need to have to prove myself to you . I really dont hate you , except to play the role of "hater" for your blog , and your welcome for it . I just want to get to know and love my brother without you getting between us . I dont interfear with you and your biological family , i have no reason to , nor the time to do that , nor reason to do so ,or motive even , so please respect me by not interfearing with mine please . I.E. , the brother .

Ill meet you there , maybe that is why im mean to you and trying to separate the Bother Element , from the your Husband Element , it confuses me for the time being .

When the brother and I have sufficiently bonded when he feels he comprehends and understands me first , i might let you in after , i feel you are forceing and presureing us by being paranoid and protective . You dont need to do that .

I will respect you , just respect my wishes in return . And a note , I dont use the phone hardly at all , and when I feel wierd , i dont talk to anybody one the phone , its not you .



So I'm gonna break this down a bit...
First and foremost, blaming me because you wanted to play games isn't how people deal with situations. Hate for me is like water on my back, it rolls right off. I just don't care, sorry to disappoint. As far as wanting a hater? I never wanted that, I don't like people (in general) enough to care, but when someone stalks me and leaves comments under multiple names, then I take notice and will start talking about it. Like now! I mean, dude, come on! What wool over my eyes did you try and pull when it was so transparent? Hell, you could be playing a game now to get an apology from me or to get your jollies or to keep me playing a guessing game. I question everything everyone does or says. Trust no one, that's how I live my life.

As for playing my game (which one?) better than me, being smarter (maybe, depends on the subject) than me more evil (doubt it) than me or sneakier (again, maybe) than me? Kind sir, every blog about a hater or stalker that had you in mind was carefully crafted to suit the game you tried to pull on me. You can't bulldrek a bulldrekker, one of the few good lessons I ever got from my Father. I treat people how they treat me, Prime Directive of Erick. I can read people pretty well and usually have them categorized within a few minutes. As for believing everything you've IM'd both The Hubby and I? Sure, consistency can breed belief. But everything from you has been taken with more than a few grains of salt. I took all you've ever said and asked for more because I wanted to see how far you could take it and how much drek you could spout and if you'd run out. Congrats! It's gone too far, you can spout a lot and you are bottomless.
I wrote about you and what you wrote in the hope of you coming clean about it so then you, I and The Hubby could move past it. But then it didn't happen and the snowball became an avalanche. So fault is there for me to a point, I'll give you that. However, it's gotten to the here and now where you've cut off your brother due to your blame of me and your view of me and your admitted hate of me.
While I don't have patience in large abundance, I can use what I have. And also, admitting you played both of us, or attempted to, says plenty about what you think of us. Frankly, for me I could care less. However, to do so to your own twin? That's totally uncalled for. What that tells me is that you have no respect or care for him if you are willing to treat him as a tool to get to me in one form or another because you want to play a game and whatnot.

And I loathe drama. It killed a 13 year friendship and has wrecked plenty of good times in my life. Sure, I've let my anger lead me more than I should have most times, but that's no excuse either. If I want drama, I'll rent a movie or watch Project Runway. And my dear, if there's no such thing as truth, then why do you keep perpetuating that as if it where a truth? To go with that, why demand an apology if you say that you don't exist? If you don't exist than there's nothing to apologize for because you aren't real. Imaginary things can't be hurt or insulted or make demands. Just my opinion.

Frankly, if I am imposing or have imposed, than I offer my apologies. That was never an intent of mine. What you must understand is how hard I fought to find you FOR him. He missed you and I could see how not having you in his life hurt him. Then, magickally (thank you Facebook!), you found him! I was, and am, full of relief and thrilled for the both of you! I've pushed The Hubby to try and have a relationship with his family and you, to get beyond the history that's there. Stuff that happened after you left. It is up to him, I know that. I'm afraid that he'll just let it slip away out of habit. So if I've pushed too much, or when and where I shouldn't have, then I am sorry. I believe that family is everything and that everyone deserves to know the joy that family can bring.
And as for trying to interfere and impose on me and my biological family? In all seriousness, that would be entertaining! No sarcasm meant or intended, it's just that I could see members of my family eating anyone trying to do that alive. You think I'm crazy? You ain't met the kinfolk! Trust me, meet them and all will be explained in regards to me!!

And sure, I feel you should prove yourself to me. Not for me or my personal approval or benefit but to make sure you won't hurt The Hubby. I've sworn to protect him and do so impeccably. He's been hurt enough in his life that I want to ensure that it stops at me and not in his face or at the point of stomping on his heart. I love him beyond words so I want to keep him safe and happy. I owe it to him.
You want me out of the way? Fine, I'll do it. But to torture and abuse (perceived) him by playing games in regards to me or playing people for amusement is where I draw the line and will interfere for his benefit. As I've said before, got an issue with me? Bring it to me and my doorstep. That builds respect, general and mutual, between people. I am and have been willing to be on a cool and understanding level with you. While you don't think that you should have a relationship with me, I can't say that that's how things tend to work. OK, you don't have a relationship with your sisters' man. But I have a relationship with her and her kids. We hit it off well the first time we met. I've kinda held out hope that the same thing could have happened between us. But that seems to not be the case and so be it.

So the deal is that we got issues and beef with the other. Cool, it happens. I'll step back if you get back in touch with your brother. He doesn't deserve the perceived abuse that's being unleashed on him. Once communication between the two of you is back open, I'm out. If that's what you really want, cool, I'll consent.