Pagan Poetry Spell / Языческие Поэзия заклинаний

The Cauldron is full, the mixture is ready.
Magick is coming soon, it is overflowing.
The Panther is steady, waiting and ready.
The Dragons fill the sky, high in their flying.

The Bat hangs easy, sure and steady.
The Other is waking, stirring and coming.
The Cat is bitten and ready to play.
The Time draws near, no more evading.

Your time is up, you can't get away.
Be sharp, be ready, for He is arriving.

Magick abounds, the time is right.
Be ready and strong, to face The Storm's might.
Oh they think they know, yet they have no idea.
The Eyes have found you, hear the howl of Drahlthae'a!

The Panther of Smokey Mists sits still, The Bat of Protection is ready.
Draco flies high, all firm and steady.
He comes soon now, eager to play.
The Other comes forth, no more running away.

Hold still your tongue, quiet your fears.
For He knows best that which is hidden, so shed no tears.
The Elements sit waiting, His call They hear.
The Cauldron is full, so come close, come near.

The Time is now, As Above then So Below.
Come forth, stand tall, yet take no bow.
A Witch, a Wicca, a Heathen or something the same?
Be ready ye will, it's time for The Game.

One day...

So many times, people see me and they see a weird, not-so-with-it guy who seems as if he has no idea what's going on. What so many fail to notice is how watchful I am, fail to see what I see or that in fact, yes, that I did see what you didn't want seen. But I am a Holder of Secrets. I am so many things, so many that you'll never know. So many that I offer, offer freely and it does get extremely tiresome when those offers are misinterpreted or misconstrued for something that they are not.

But that doesn't stop me from keeping myself true to me because one day, people will catch up and finally understand. One day, I won't have to explain myself and thus the Magick of the Offer or of The Moment won't be lost. One day...one day the secrets I know, the Knowledge I've gained, the Wisdom I've earned won't be seen as a smokescreen or as a tool of being glib or flippant. One day, one day soon, I won't have to worry about how I'm seen.

One day, people I love won't be afraid to take what I offer freely, what I offer without expectation, expectation of what so many assume I expect. I offer the knowledge of the secrets I know and the wisdom I've gained. I expect only that it be heard and applied with the same care as I apply it. What I know, what I carry hidden in my heart is not to be abused. It is to be shared with those broken souls who've lost their way, who've felt for so long that they've lost themselves when all they've lost is the ability to see them for the beautiful person that they are. One day soon.

One day. But not today.

Almost went ghetto

I know I been missing in action for a little bit and I'm sorry for that. Let this get away from me when I wanted to keep it up. Shtako happens.

But I'm gonna rant for a bit, take it back a little.

I ain't worried about no one but me cuz at the end of the day, Karma breaks everyone down the same! Haters gonna hate, bitches gonna be fake and snitches gonna get caught. I'm gonna keep it real and on point, don't get it twisted.
Someone showed up in my life for a few hours and messed up my atmosphere. But I'm back. They tried they best but I ain't throw down like I wanted to. Got too much respect for some folk to mess up their time. Yet all that had me thinking about some stuff and I've come to the mindset that some people come into your life to twist it up a bit. That's just The Divine testing you. And baby, did It test me last night! And these people I'm speaking about? They are just born to be in the way and to fill space. That was this little frakker.
But I ain't worried. And granted, this frakker may be a good person and that last night wasn't they night. I am willing to give second chances. Yet I can't shake the feeling that we won't get along, hell I ain't like them as soon as I met 'em. And the friends I was with vouched for this bar fly. Fine and dandy, but that don't change a thing in my book.
This yahoo struck me as only being good for a suck and fuck, maybe a few other things. But nothing that stood out. Again, sure, maybe they're decent and good and last night was not their night. I get all that. But I'm still really annoyed at what went down cuz I was so damn close to having they face meet the bar or railing after I choked they ass with their scarf!

But it is what it is and I ain't gonna be worried over it. If this becomes a common thing in any possible future meetings, then it'll be a worry. If not and we do get along after a bumpy start? A better alternative in my eyes. Still, faggot don't play. Hope this (seems to be) waste of DNA got a warning about what almost happened, cuz I pulled my people aside and explained the situation.

What the frak ever, it's done and over now.

I'd rather be alone than unhappy

It's a mystery to me how you can sleep at night and how you live with yourself. All your jokes were on me, but who's laughing now? If blame is the name of the game then I won't play if it means losing to you. And showing common decency and general respect? Imagine the nerve! I've given you so many chances but you've screwed them all up. And shot the undeserved sympathy in the head.

Thank you for stepping away from me for a yea so that I can now see the shit and drama that I didn't want to. I denied so much, lied to myself and lived in a delusion of hypocrisy. I'm done with it all. Done with you. Don't get upset when someone else comes into my life and takes your place. If you wanted to be in my life, then you'd have made an effort to be a part of my life. But you haven't. You've been absent for a year, no real communication and more than a few broken promises and dates that I've been stood up on. But that's alright. I learned, so thank you for the lessons.

Just don't expect me to be the calm version you knew whenever you decided to make a comeback.

Thoughts about religious picking and choosing

It's very interesting to me how so many so called Christians can drop verses from The Bible but ignore so many passages that just so happen to go against what they are spewing. Or regurgitating from what they've been told by their particular Pulpit. Now don't get me wrong, not all Christians are nuts or raving lunatics. There are far more good and true Christians out there, I just wish they'd speak up and drown out the nuts who've done so much damage to Christianity.

That said, I watched a video today that made me pick up my Bible. Yes, I have one. I also own a copy of The Torah and Al-Qur'an, plus a copy of The Tanakh and The Book of Latter Day Saints. So in the video mentioned a passage from The Bible, Matthew 6.1-8, the one that deals with Jesus speaking about prayer and I found it rather interesting how many people seem to honestly go against that teaching. Be it that they've not read the passage or just ignore it completely. The video also talked about how Jesus would be responded to today by American Conservatives, a Socialist to be mocked and demonized. And that speaks to a larger truth about how Jesus is used against His teachings for votes or to sway people to a particular viewpoint.
I wonder how different everything would be if people would read about Jesus and truly live by His teachings. As a Pagan, I can sit on the outside looking in and that is such an important place to be for a Christian. I can sit and point these situations out. The same is true for the reverse and I enjoy those times, when approached with calm and respect. Golden Rule and all.

Another part of The Bible I enjoy is Matthew 8.5-13, Jesus speaking with The Centurion. Now, we tend to assume that The Centurion is a Christian by the teachings so many get from The Pulpit. But if we step back and look at what Jesus said at Matthew 8.13, we see that The Centurion may just be a Pagan because of the statement of "Go; let it be done for you according to your faith." It's as if Jesus either knows The Centurion is of Roman belief by claiming for The Centurion to go and handle the situation according to his faith.
This is all by my interpretation and can't be held to a solid claim unless Jesus comes back and tells us. But all belief and faith is interpretation. It can't be held to rigid doctrine, that's why so many Christian denominations exist now. Hell, even Judaic and Islam are comprised of their own denominations. But so do so many Pagan beliefs. Human nature I guess.

I just think that it is interesting and education for anyone to read about Jesus and really pay attention to His teachings.  Not just for Christians, but anyone who wants to be educated in all forms of how Humans view The Divine.

Surah 31.18: And do not turn your face away from people in contempt, nor go about the land exulting overmuch; surely Allah does not love any self-conceited boaster

Matthew 6.5: And when you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by others. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full