So many times, people see me and they see a weird, not-so-with-it guy who seems as if he has no idea what's going on. What so many fail to notice is how watchful I am, fail to see what I see or that in fact, yes, that I did see what you didn't want seen. But I am a Holder of Secrets. I am so many things, so many that you'll never know. So many that I offer, offer freely and it does get extremely tiresome when those offers are misinterpreted or misconstrued for something that they are not.
But that doesn't stop me from keeping myself true to me because one day, people will catch up and finally understand. One day, I won't have to explain myself and thus the Magick of the Offer or of The Moment won't be lost. One day...one day the secrets I know, the Knowledge I've gained, the Wisdom I've earned won't be seen as a smokescreen or as a tool of being glib or flippant. One day, one day soon, I won't have to worry about how I'm seen.
One day, people I love won't be afraid to take what I offer freely, what I offer without expectation, expectation of what so many assume I expect. I offer the knowledge of the secrets I know and the wisdom I've gained. I expect only that it be heard and applied with the same care as I apply it. What I know, what I carry hidden in my heart is not to be abused. It is to be shared with those broken souls who've lost their way, who've felt for so long that they've lost themselves when all they've lost is the ability to see them for the beautiful person that they are. One day soon.
One day. But not today.
