Sunday, July 25, 2010

Racist FOX un-News and an apology

Why the fuck do people believe FOX "NEWS"? They have continually shown the ability to twist the truth into a total lie and sell it, then to turn around and wonder why people believed that lie when they get caught or the story they 'broke' is just well edited bullshit.

The story on Shirley Sharrod was nothing more than a well thought out and executed attack on the NAACP for calling out the racism in the Tea Party. She is a victim of political bullshit! And why did it work so well as to fool the NAACP? Because in this country, in this day and age, we still want to dog out a black woman because it's easy to do. That's why people are still saying they can't wait to see the 'real' Michelle Obama. What is the 'real' they are referring to? The ghetto queen we've all seen on TV, that's who! I am sick of how black women are the eternal source of media ratings and sensationalism because we as Americans don't seem to value them as people, just as entertainment. That is fucking crap!

This fucking cunt Andrew Breitbart needs to be brought up on slander charges for one and admit he's a fucking liar secondly. This jackass may not be a racist, but he is a conservative waste of DNA who lies to get his views out on a national scale. Even a fucking FOX "NEWS" non-journalist said he isn't credible! If a FOX non-journalist says not to this clown, shouldn't you?

FOX "NEWS" has ruined a Presidential election, brought down an organization that helped minorities (and got them registered to vote, no wonder the Repuklicunts wanted it de-funded) and now they've ruined the life of a woman just to get back to the NAACP! They seem to be on a mission from Rupert Murdoch, an Australian, to keep the fires of racism in AmeriKKKa burning bright. This fuck seems so damn determined to bring back 'Separate but Equal', segregation and Jim Crow and I want to know why! FOX needs to be shut down for all the shit they spew.
What scares me and worries me more than anything are the dumb shitfuckcunts who believe everything coming from FOX "NEWS" and its shows! I do not get how they can stand by a network who so transparently went from attacking a woman based on very little information, that was never seemingly investigated on even an elementary level, to going 180 and wondering why everyone jumped the gun on a story that wasn't investigated in the first place! Un-fucking-believable!!!

I could go on, but it's clear that I'd just start repeating myself.

Let me say this to all the black folk out there;
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that white people seem to still have a knee jerk reaction to you. I'm sorry that the vocal minority won't shut up and that the silent majority won't speak up and show you that not all white people are negrophobic. I, however, don't assume that a black person dressed a certain way is a thug or criminal. I don't assume that a black woman is a ghetto queen or ready to be loud and fight. I am not my parents.
I am sorry about the white people who steal from you all the time. And not material things, but cultural. Rap, hip-hop, rock n' roll, R&B. I'm sorry that white people don't have a rich enough culture or heritage to feel secure in. It seems that the only culture and heritage we have to inherit is one filled with blood, genocide, slavery, rape and the total extermination of cultures and societies. And from this, white people assume privilege and superiority because we've historically forced ourselves to be on top of everything.
Yet at the same time, white people try and be black. From stealing music styles, to slang to whatever they can. All falling back on the fact that white people don't have a significant enough heritage or culture to rely on. Why? Because white people have destroyed cultures, religions, languages and societies and thus have killed their own.

I'm not one of these fucking cunts. And I never will be. I reject my privilege, it does nothing but set me up for failure to be a decent person who thinks. I reject all the bullshit I was brought up with. My skin tone doesn't make me better then anyone.

Fuck FOX "NEWS". Fuck Andrew Breitbart. Fuck white privilege. Fuck racism.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Comment on comments 2

OK. So there's this anonymous person who's authoring the most informative comments on recent blog posts of mine. At first, I thought that they had nothing to do with my blog. Not so much anymore. I think that whoever is posting these comments are trying to get points across to me about how they see me. It's cool.

Angst? I can give you that one. If you worked in the dehumanizing environment I did, you'd be full of angst too. And I know most jobs come across as that or that's how we see them, I do. However, trust me when I say that where I work takes the cake and gold star in dehumanizing their employees.

Autistic? Part of me wants to throw out a fuck you, but I won't. I feel that this one was thrown around in the same manner as people throw around "retard" or "retarded". However, that doesn't mean that it intentionally was. So I'll give you a free pass.
I will say that there's the possibility I could be autistic. Autism is a spectrum of "disorders", so ADD and ADHD could easily fall under it. I bring that up because my Hubby has ADD, so does that make him autistic? May explain some thing if it was true. Or that person we all know who sits in front of the computer with all their free time doing nothing with their life but playing an MMORPG? World of Warcraft and Everquest come to mind. I know a few folks like this, but most of them don't come across as autistic, just Gamers. There are exceptions. I'm sure some shrink would label that lifestyle as a symptom of Asperger's. I'm willing to bet a vast majority of people could fall under the spectrum of autism, considering that our 'society' is so focused and obsessed with labels and 'disorders'.

However, until I am officially checked out by a 'professional', I'll just take these comments under advisement and as a form of entertaining education on things I didn't know about. So keep 'em coming Anonymous, this is fun! However, I sure do wish that you'd leave your name so I can thank you properly. It's only fair, polite and respectful. Though, if you don't, I'm cool with that too. Haven't had a stalker in a while. I do enjoy the attention. Smooches!

Saturday, July 17, 2010

A good-bye, maybe...

As I sit home this fine, hot Saturday evening, I realize that I'm bored out of my head. Not a bad bored, but a restless bored. But then, it seems I'm just not worthy of consideration by some people. Not that I need people to have fun. But an idea or something that I haven't considered is nice to have, that's why I look forward to being around those I call 'friend'.

Friend. That's a bitter word for me right now. I have those I still consider 'friend' but I'm really starting to doubt that they still consider me that. I want people, friends, who want to see me, to call me because they can. But I think that it's at the point that the only way I get contacted is because they feel that they need to because I say something about it, such as here. If that's the case, save yourself the minutes and battery power.

I'm not innocent and never say that I am. I'm to blame for lack of communications, but that's been established a few posts ago. I've gotten what I need sorted out all sorts of sorted. However, why is it that the calls and texts slowly trickled to nothing? Did I do or say something? Was it something I did? How the fuck am I supposed to know if communication has died?

But it doesn't matter. Maybe it really is time to move on to new people. I wish it wasn't and I hope it isn't. These people are such a lifeline for me, or they have been. I just don't know anymore. Maybe they made a choice for me that I wasn't willing to make myself. Maybe they've had enough, for whatever reason, of The Hubby and cut us both off since I wouldn't pick them over him. If that's the case, then I never needed them in my life to begin with. If you can't accept the man I've made a deep commitment with, not a few week fling, then fuck you.

Don't call me because you read this and feel that now you have to because I've said something. Don't call me out of concern all the sudden either, that'll just piss me off. I'm so used to no calls or not calling when you've said you would. I'm used to being brushed aside at this point.

So now I'm just going to sort out my life more than I thought I would. I'm sorry I'm not cool or worthy or a consideration anymore. I'll just hang with the others who've been treated the same. I don't need to mention names, I'm sure you know who they are.

Comment on comments

I'd like to say that the one thing that really pisses me off about people leaving comments is the ability to do so anonymously. Frankly, that's a cowards way out. If you're not on Blogger, then if you wanna leave a comment, leave your name. I don't care if it's good or bad, I'd just like to know who likes me or hates me.
I will say that I may not allow it to be posted, since I review them all. Like this one I just got saying a basic good-bye and hoping we never cross paths again and that I get to keep the 'retard'. What the fuck?! That last word, retard, that is why I didn't allow it to go up. I don't know who your cowardly ass was referring to, but I hope it wasn't who I think it is. Also, my dear Uncle Ricky, who died almost four years ago, was mentally "retarded". I do not take kindly to that word being used to describe anyone or anything as either stupid or useless. If that's the language you want to use, so be it. However, I don't have to support it or allow it on my blog. And it speaks volumes about you, you fucking shitfuckcunt!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

After effect

Ya know something? Ranting is a wonderful thing. What sucks about it, for me anyway, is that once I get it all out, I feel shitty. There's space there for depression to kick in. Guess it's the balance working itself out. Still though, it sucks.

I feel better and justified once I rant, or have a really good blog that makes a point. But then I get depressed for a few days. I don't mind it, I'm used to it. I just would like to not feel bad once I'm done. However, getting all that anger and stress out is worth it.

Now, once The Hubby and I get groceries done with, we're gonna go to a local Sculpture Park and I'm gonna pound out my depression on the trail there that goes back into the woods. If that doesn't work, there's a nice 2-3 mile trail around a lake not too far from there. It'll take me about an hour or two, but I'm sure I can fully pound out my depression.

I'd fuck it out, but having a cold sore on the inside of your mouth suck major ass! Love my man, wanna fuck til our brains fall out, but I ain't giving him genital herpes. So a walking I will go.

...damn herpes...