Yikes! I ain't posted since March 27th? And I even forgot my password to this bitch of a blog? Yeah, fag has been lazy.
The other thing is that I ain't got much to rant about and that worries me. Only to the point that either I've gotten soft or that I'm not as angry as I used to be. Or that nothing really has gotten me pissed. Or I've done enough cathartic cleansing that I'm able and dare I say, ready to move on. Doubt it, but we'll see.
Never mind, I feel a rant coming on...
The whole Anthony Weiner thing has me in stitches. It's just stupid. As far as I know and can tell, he sent "lewd" pics and wasn't looking for sex. Though if that crotch shot is any indication, I'll fuck him. And so he likes his dick and showing off his body! How many times do you see this daily on the net from everyday guys? Guys with iPhones, anyone?
And who cares if an elected official is doing it? Hell, we prop these people up to be perfect, just like Whorewood celeBRATies. They're human, sub-human most times. I say he should have stayed in office. He wasn't that Craigslist Congressman looking for a hot fuck or Larry Craig or The Governator. Hell, Weiner should do a spread in Playgirl. Would be a major boost for him, me thinks.
And shifting gears to haters. I'm not done with haters, they make things most awesome. They point out how bad ass you can be. My favorite haters are the ones who make you the center of their world by always talking about you or turning a conversation to be about you. The power that can give a person!
Think of it for a minute. No matter what you do, your hater will focus on it and warp it for their own agenda. But if you can control what the hater sees and hears (while they're in your company, line of sight, through another person or at the same place/event as you), then you got it made! You can fuck them up just by limiting yourself or going overboard. And, you won't have to be an ass or be mean or anything that the hater wants you to be, so that they can justify their position. You've got the power over the hater. Make them look bad by controlling your actions and inactions. Make them be an ass and an embarrassment.
Speaking of haters, I still got one or two around me. Why keep 'em? Cuz they are useful tools. It's like controlling your own propaganda machine. And it's fun to see how people will twist shit around for either their own amusement or for an agenda they think you don't see.
Ah, the things I know about my haters. But that's another post. Gotta keep aces up me sleeves. A fag is many things, stupid ain't one of 'em. I just play dumb really well.
But more about me...I'm doing well. After that whole incident with people I used to associate with, I'm good. And I'm not mad at them nor do I hate them. That would give them the power and I won't grant them that. They have their own karma to deal with at some point while I'm just gonna keep on walkin' and doin' my best to be at peace with myself. Besides, guilt is a powerful emotion. And it will show up sooner or later. But even though I'm not mad or hate filled, I won't accept an apology from them. There are some things that are just unforgivable.
OH! Last weekend my sister got married! She was beautiful and her new Hubby looked as handsome as could be!! It's sad to think people refused to show since he's black and she's white. Like that should fucking matter! Her paternal grandparents refused to show, saying that they think it's wrong, they refuse to see their son give away their granddaughter away to a black man and that their bloodline will no longer be pure. My, how Nazi of you.
She married another Human who just so happens to have a darker skin tone than she does. I don't get it. I don't understand how skin color makes that much of a difference. And how is marrying outside your "race" such a bad thing when one of the most iconic couples on US television are Lucy and Desi? Last I checked, they where inter-racial! Or does the monochromatic color-scheme of the era make that point moot? I'm not sure...
Anyway. He treats he like gold, loves her and doesn't beat her. What more could you want? Skin color is only skin deep. It shouldn't matter!!! Love is blind to that shit. Now they need to start making babies so my mom will get the grandchildren she now wants. Cuz we all know she ain't gonna be gettin' 'em from me!
But now I'm gearing up for Pride Weekend here in St. Louis and my little bro is coming down for the first time to show his love and support for me and The Hubby. Can't ask for better! I have the possible chance of marching in the parade this year, but I may have to turn it down so I can watch it with my bro. Although, he could possibly march with PFLAG. Fun as it is to think about, I ain't gonna do that to him his first time down. Maybe another year.
Saw 'Green Lantern' yesterday. Good movie, solid B+. However, Ryan Reynolds in tighty whiteys was so worth it! I'd break that man in two!!!
Now I'm gettin' ready for the new Transformers movie, which I hope to Primus doesn't suck as much as the second film did. Gods, that was a waste of time and money. And I refuse to buy it on any sort of medium. It was that bad.
After the new Transformers, I wanna see the last Harry Potter movie. Now, I've read the books and it was the last one that got me hooked. So seeing that this last movie deals with The Battle of Hogwarts, I'm stoked! And let's be real, I'm all about seeing Mrs. Weasley go toe-to-toe with Bellatrix. Yeah...I'm a dork. We knew this.
So, as per my usuals, fuck all y'all shitfuckcunts and much love to all the haters out there. You make this goovna worth it! And to all the haters still in my life, keep on bringin' it! To all those who love, support and tolerate my crazy ass, know that I love you more than you know! And to those willing to stick by me this past year, you have my all my thanks! Bulldrek wins out too much sometimes, but you stepped up and beyond that drek. I can never thank you enough!!!
OK...done being a soft fag. Fuck off 'til next time cunts!
